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Selamat Hari Raya & Merdeka

2011-08-31T00:13:00.003+08:00

Salam kepada semua,

Pada 30hb Ogos 2011, umat Islam di Malaysia telah menyambut hari kebesaran dalam kalendar Islam yakni Hari Raya Aidilfitri, hari untuk meraikan kemenangan setelah sebulan melawan hawa nafsu dan juga menunaikan kewajiban untuk Allah S.W.T semata-mata.

Hawa nafsu yang dilawan di bulan Ramadhan bukanlah hanya untuk menahan lapar dan dahaga dari waktu Subuh hingga ke Maghrib, tetapi mempunyai pengertian yang lebih meluas. Umat Islam semestinya sedia maklum di atas perkataan melawan hawa nafsu ini. Berjayakah kita? Atau kita akan kembali menjalani kehidupan seperti sediakala sebelum Ramadhan menjelma? Kembali mengikut hawa nafsu kita yang kita tinggalkan di bulan mulia bulan Ramadhan?

Semoga Syawal kali ini memberi kita lebih pengertian. Lebih pengertian menjurus kepada kawalan hawa nafsu yang telah kita melatih selama sebulan di bulan Ramadhan. Semoga kita tidak kembali hidup dalam gelumangan dosa yang kita lakukan di bulan-bulan sebulan ini.

Dan pada keesokkan harinya, rakyat Malaysia akan menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke-54. Tercalit sedikit kontroversi menjelang sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan pada tahun ini disebabkan oleh Timbalan Presiden sebuah parti pembangkang mengeluarkan kenyataan yang amat mengguris hati majoriti rakyat di Malaysia ini, terutama pihak yang mengalami peristiwa berdarah yang dilaporkan bahawasanya Timbalan Presiden Pas ini iaitu Mat Sabu berkata bahawa pembunuh2 ahli keluarga mereka adalah sebenarnya wira negara, bukan mereka (yakni anggota-anggota Polis) yang bertugas mempertahankan balai dan juga penempatan mereka. Terbaca berita ini, tidak dinafikan kejutan melanda diri, dan kemarahan memberontak. Tetapi di bulan Ramadhan, perasaan amarah itu harus ditahan. Dan seperti biasa, penyokong-penyokong parti pembangkang ini akan mengeluarkan segala jenis fakta-fakta untuk memjustifikasikan kenyataan Timbalan Presiden parti politik mereka. Antara fakta-fakta itu adalah membandingkan kutukan yang diterima oleh Timbalan Presiden ini sama seperti keadaan Nabi Muhammad menerima kutukan-kutukan dari bangsa baginda sendiri apabila baginda mempersoalan resam bangsa Arab di zaman baginda (pembunuhan bayi perempuan dan sebagainya). Mengucap panjang. Adalah perkara ini sama? Tentu sekali tidak. Jauh sekali.

Timbalan Presiden yang amat dikenali sebagai pemidato yang hebat(?) dan diberi lesen besar oleh parti beliau untuk memperkatakan apa sahaja untuk memburukkan parti pemerintah sekarang. Biarpun parti ini mendakwa mereka memperjuangkan syiar Islam di Malaysia ini, tetapi mengikut cara ceramah mereka, cara provokasi mereka, cara tulisan mereka dan lain-lain, membuatkan orang yang tidak mengenali Islam itu akan berfikir adakah keadaan orang-orang Islam semacam ini? Berbalik kepada Timbalan Presiden parti yang satu ini, kenyataan beliau tidak boleh diterima langsung. Beliau menyokong parti berhaluan kiri semasa zaman pra-merdeka dulu sebagai pejuang kemerdekaan yang sebenar. Kenyataan beliau ini masih boleh dibahas lagi kerana parti yang disebut ini (Parti Komunis) memang bertujuan untuk membebaskan Malaysia dari penjajah British tetapi pada masa yang sama untuk menerapkan nilai-nilai komunisme sekiranya mereka berjaya, dan untuk mendirikan sebuah republik yang bertunjangkan sistem komunis, dan semestinya diterajui oleh bangsa pendatang yang satu itu. Kenyataan Timbalan Presiden ini yang langsung tidak boleh diterima oleh majoriti rakyat Malaysia adalah ketika beliau menyatakan bahasa komunis-komunis yang menyerang Balai Polis Bukit Kepong pada tahun 1950 ialah pejuang kemerdekaan yang sejati. Komunis-komunis ini telah membunuh dan mencederakan anggota-anggota polis yang bertugas mempertahankan balai tersebut dan juga ahli keluarga mereka. Huraian yang lebih panjang terhadap aktiviti-aktiviti komunis di Malaysia tidak perlu dinyatakan disini, kerana seluruh rakyat Malaysia sudah sedia maklum di atas keganasan mereka. Berapa ramai nyawa terkorban, berapa anak-anak dara menjadi mengsa, berapa anak-anak kecil menjadi yatim piatu, berapa yang menderita kecacatan.

Penyokong-penyokong fanatik yang menyokong kenyataan Mat Sabu ini renungilah. Jika datuk atau nenek moyang anda pernah menjadi mangsa kekejaman komunis ini, maka ingatilah. Fahaman politik tidak menghalalkan apa sahaja yang diucap oleh pemimpin anda sebagai betul. Jika salah, betulkan mereka. Pengerusi sekutu parti politik anda juga membuat kenyataan bahawa kenyataan Mat Sabu itu adalah mengarut. Beliau adalah antara kaum pendatang di Malaysia. Jika beliau juga tidak bersetuju, mengapa anda yang berbangsa Melayu yang menduduki negara ini sejak ratusan tahun lampau boleh bersetuju dengan kenyataan sedemikian? Berpolitik tidak salah, yang salah adalah apabila kita menerima dan mempertahankan apa sahaja kenyataan-kenyataan dan perbuatan-perbuatan dangkal pemimpin politik kita. Ini membuatkan kita tidak berotak.

Akhir kata, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh Umat Islam. Maafkan segala keterlanjuran saya, halalkan segala yang terhutang (jika tidak halalkan sila beritahu saya agar saya boleh menjelaskan hutang-hutang anda). Semoga Islam menjadi lebih kuat, dan umat Islam di Malaysia khususnya dan di dunia umumnya dapat bersatu agar Islam terus kukuh dan utuh di muka bumi Allah S.W.T ini.

Akhir kata juga saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Merdeka kepada seluruh rakyat Malaysia. Hargailan ketenangan hidup yang kita kecapi di bumi yang bertuah ini. Sama-sama la kita bersyukur dan terus berdoa agar kita terus dapat mengecapi kehidupan yang selesa di bumi Malaysia ini.

Asslamualaikum

Kisah Seorang Jutawan

2011-08-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

Salam Ramadhan,

Kekenyangan selepas berbuka puasa membuatkan perasaan ingin membaca menebal.

Terpaut hati dengan sebuah kisah seorang jutawan yang menasihati seorang anak muda yang masih baru di dalam dunia perniagaan. Seperti semua maklum, perniagaan adalah satu punca pendapatan yang sangat lumayan. Andai kita pandai meniaga, insyaAllah kehidupan akan dilimpahi kemewahan.

Percayakah anda bahawa peniaga sarapan nasi lemak di sebuah gerai mempunyai pendapatan yang lebih banyak dari seorang jurutera di sebuah syarikat multinasional? Malah, melebihi pendapatan bulanan seorang pengurus di sebuah syarikat milik penuh kerajaan. Ini adalh kenyataan. Saya mempunyai "living proof". Tetapi sudah pasti perniagaan mempunyai padang surut. Rancangan perniagaan yang baik harus diatur disamping memahami kehendak pelanggan.

I'm not a businessman myself but the story I just read inspires me how to be success in my career, or if I ever wanted to jump into business world one sweet day. The summary of what I read as below:

1. Kalau anda seorang jurujual, juallah seperti anda mahu jika anda seorang pembeli
2. Kalau anda ingin membuat produk, buatlah seperti anda mahu jika anda ingin gunakan
3. Kalau anda seorang chef, masaklah seperti anda ingin makan

And the list goes on, and we can conclude that in everything we want to sell, just put ourself in buyer's shoes.

May we all be successful in what ever business we are in.

Regards.

iPhone 4

2011-08-12T16:05:00.002+08:00

Helo mates,

Since I'm just owning iPhone 4 about 1 month, I just think the upcoming posts of my blog will be about that, tips and trips, the cool apps, the boring apps, the problem I've encountered, the solutions of the problems (if any) and etc.

Perhaps I could also list down Free For A Day Apps, so the fellow followers and readers (if there's any) can quickly grab the apps with no need to spend a dime.

Stay tuned.

It's Been A While

2011-08-12T15:28:00.005+08:00

It's been a while since my last post. Lots in my mind, especially to what has been going on in the country.

People (read Malay), no longer unite. They will fight over an issue, though obviously that issue needs all Muslims to unite. 1 party blames another party to quickly apologize for the raids, and this another party blames that 1 party to not thoroughly enforced Islamic law through out the country, and keeps 1 eye closed for what had happened in JB (I watched the video claimed by this 1 party, but as I been informed that video was taken in Sarawak not JB).

In summary, no matter what the issue is, they will keep fighting. They won't unite. They will always take side to their party. And of course as we all know, political parties tend to fight among themselves, as they think their opponents will never ever do something good, or smart, or anything.

As people, I mean all non-political people in Malaysia, we may have our own political ideologies, but that doesn't mean we need to blindly follow what our party top leaders say, support, blame, etc. Everyone of us, has a very smart mind on our own, and most importantly our faith to God. When it comes to something related to our faith, our religion, our moral, please put aside your political ideology. This is more important than arguing, than blaming each other, than showing who's right who's wrong.

I love my country, I love my race, but what I love the most is my religion.

Though my blog will only be read my spiders, I feel like I needed to express this:

"PLEASE UNITE MY FELLOW MUSLIMS"

Salam Ramadhan to all, may this Ramadhan bring us closer to God.

Proton Inspira aka Mitsubishi Lancer

2010-10-13T15:22:00.003+08:00

New Proton will be announced very soon and spoilers are all over the web and grab all Malaysians interest.

Though Proton strictly protect their new baby till the day it is born, but the curiosity of Malaysians cannot be constrained. Pictures are everywhere, and from what we see, it's totally Mitsubishi Lancer.

Below is the picture for you to judge:

Is it nice?

Newest Event in Malaysia

2010-02-07T01:08:00.005+08:00

It happened again.

And this time this event seems to have lost it's aura..

From my humble opinion, why should we give shit to what other's doing? Not to say we shouldn't give shit to all criminal acts out there, but is this really a criminal act?

He sodomized him, and him seemed to "temporarily" allow he to sodomize him. They had enjoyed themselves, even they knew what they were doing were totally wrong in civil law, not to mention in religious way.

Why should we give all our attentions to them? Why should newspaper covers their faces in the front page? Why should we talk about them first thing in the morning whilst having our teh tarik and roti canai? And why some people taking sides? These people even fight with their family, friends, neighbors, ex-gfs, ex-wifes etc over this matter? Are they (OKT & Org Yang Menuduh) their families? If they are, then what can we say? We should fight for our family. But if there is no bloodline whatsoeva (except back in thousand of years ago) then why should we fight among ourselves because of these people?

It's better off by far if we just live our normal life. Be good to everybody regardless their political opinions.

Be good and be happy.

That's all.

Thx.

Perkauman Di Malaysia

2009-08-23T05:21:00.002+08:00

One good article by Nihaz Mohd Yussof. It's a reality happening in Malaysia right now. It is quite understandable that all races in Malaysia want the equivalent rights, but, as a "house owner", we wouldn't want certain areas in our house to be touched by our guests, or even "our siblings", so to say.

The article goes as below:

Akhir-akhir ini, soal perkauman semakin galak diperbincangkan di mana-mana. Penulis sendiri menerima beberapa email dengan artikel-artikel provokasi (dengan niat atau tidak) dari beberapa pihak yang bercakap bagi pihak kaum Cina (baca: DAP). Dari email-email tersebut, penulis membuat konklusi bahawa mereka yang terdorong untuk bercakap bagi pihak kaum Cina ini terdiri dari dua kumpulan masyarakat:

1. Kaum Cina sendiri,
2. Kaum Melayu dari golongan pertengahan-atas seperti doktor, pensyarah, professor atau peguam.

Penulis langsung tidak mempertikaikan tindakan kumpulan pertama untuk membela bangsa mereka walaupun dalam usaha mereka itu, mereka mengenepikan terus tolak ansur, tanggungjawab dan sensitiviti orang lain. Pendekata, mereka berhak membela bangsa mereka dengan apa cara sekalipun walaupun salah dari segi moral, etika dan kemanusiaan. Walaupun kita tidak suka, dan nilai-nilai kemanusiaan tidak dapat menerimanya, hanya undang-undang yang boleh menghalang mereka dari melampaui batas dalam kesungguhan mereka membela bangsa mereka.

Kerana sifat mereka yang beginilah maka mereka dapat berdiri teguh dan kuat tak kira langit mana sekalipun yang mereka junjung. Kerana sifat mereka ini jugalah maka tamadun mereka tidak pernah terpecah, peta negara mereka tidak berubah dan nama negara mereka juga tetap sama sejak lebih 2000 tahun dahulu; berbanding Rom, Andalusia dan tamadun silam lain yang hilang kegemilangannya atau hilang sepenuhnya. Sifat ini dinamakan ’perkauman’ yakni membela kaum sendiri dengan cara keterlaluan tanpa mengira benar atau salah perbuatan kaum sendiri itu.

Di Malaysia, Australia, Britain dan di mana saja kaum ini pergi, mereka tetap membawa bersama sifat ini. Kerana itu, sebaik sahaja mereka dapat menguasai satu-satu kawasan, mereka mula menolak kaum lain untuk duduk apatah lagi berdiri bersama-sama. Contohnya:

§ Dalam pekerjaan, apabila saja mereka menguasai kedudukan yang tinggi, maka tiada lagilah harapan untuk kaum lain di bawah mereka dinaikkan pangkat walaupun punya kelayakan dan dedikasi.

§ Dalam perniagaan, jangan mimpilah kaum lain untuk diberi peluang sama rata untuk menjadi pembekal mahupun terlibat bersama dalam perniagaan mereka.

§ Dalam bermasyarakat, sekali mereka dapat menguasai satu bangunan perniagaan, tiada lagilah hak kaum lain untuk sama-sama bersaing di dalamnya, dan jika mereka menguasai kawasan, maka akan lahirlah sebuah Pekan Cina secara rasminya.

Sekali lagi, kita tidak punya hak untuk mempersoalkan sifat perkauman mereka yang kuat. Dari satu segi, tidak ada salahnya membela kaum sendiri seperti mereka.

Tetapi, kita punya hak untuk mempersoalkan sifat kaum Melayu yang merasakan tidak perlu untuk membela kaum sendiri sepertimana kaum Cina. Kumpulan kedua yang disebut di atas adalah kumpulan yang mewakili bangsa Melayu dengan sifat seperti ini.

Kumpulan kedua ini merasakan mereka adalah dari golongan intelektual dan atasan maka secara logiknya mereka lebih mengetahui tentang segala-galanya. Mungkin benar mereka lebih mengetahui, tetapi lebih kepada hanya mengetahui perkara berkenaan dengan subjek pekerjaan yang mereka lakukan.

Tiada siapa yang lebih mengetahui tentang kehidupan sebenar sebagai salah seorang anggota masyarakat majmuk Malaysia selagi mereka tidak sama-sama bergaul, bekerja, berniaga, belajar dan bersaing dalam dunia yang sebenar dan merasai jatuh bangun dalam kehidupan. Mereka tidak tahu perit peniaga Melayu di KLCC atau Subang Parade atau sakit hati para kerani, eksekutif dan jurutera di syarikat swasta di Pulau Pinang, Kuala Lumpur, Johor Bharu dan Taman-taman perindustrian di serata Malaysia yang didiskriminasi oleh kaum minoriti di bumi sendiri. Namun, kumpulan kedua ini memilih untuk tidak percaya dan meragui pula ’kekejaman’ kaum itu terhadap bangsa mereka sendiri.

Ini tidak menghairankan kerana pekerjaan professional seperti doktor, pensyarah, peguam dan lain-lain tidak begitu perlu bersaing dan dalam kebanyakan kes mereka adalah bos mereka sendiri. Rakan-rakan dan kenalan mereka juga terhad dari kumpulan yang sama.

Dalam kejahilan, mereka menyangka mereka lebih memahami kehidupan majoriti masyarakat di Malaysia hanya kerana mereka seorang intelektual dan kerana mereka punya kawan, jiran, saudara mara, atau isteri/suami, berbangsa cina yang baik. Apa yang mereka tidak tahu ialah jika ditakdirkan jiran atau kawan cina mereka yang baik itu menjadi ketua mereka, mereka tidak akan punya harapan untuk melangkah lebih jauh di dalam syarikat walaupun merekalah satu-satunya orang yang layak dalam pekerjaan tersebut, selagi ada bangsa cina lain di syarikat itu. Mereka tidak mungkin akan tahu hal ini kerana tidak mungkin sama sekali golongan professional seperti mereka, akan suatu hari nanti perlu bekerja di bawah jiran atau kawan cina tersebut atau mana-mana cina pun.

Lebih malang ialah, mereka tidak menyedari bahawa di belakang mereka, rakan-rakan dan jiran-jiran cina yang mereka bela, memandang sinis terhadap mereka kerana tidak punya sifat ingin membela kaum sendiri. Ini terbukti dalam beberapa kandungan debat dengan kaum cina yang mengetawakan Melayu sebagai tidak pandai menjaga kaum sendiri.

Kata mereka, ”bukan salah mereka jika mereka kuat kerana Melayu tidak pandai jaga kaum sendiri” dan penulis tidak boleh tidak, selain bersetuju saja dengan mereka setelah melihat bagaimana Melayu dari golongan professional boleh menjadi begitu naif bila berhadapan dengan masalah bangsa sendiri. Golongan professional ini tidak menyedari bahawa orang cina melihat kenaifan mereka itu sebagai bodoh dan mudah diperalatkan, tetapi mereka sendiri menyangka mereka dilihat sebagai seorang Melayu yang terbuka dan terkehadapan dari melayu-melayu yang lain. Konon melayu lain semuanya ketinggalan dan bodoh belaka.

Dalam hujah membela kaum lain di Malaysia, kumpulan 1 dan 2 tadi menyatakan tonggak ketidak-puasan hati mereka adalah keistimewaan yang diperuntukkan kepada kaum bumiputera. Bagi mereka, mereka berhak dilayan samarata dalam semua perkara kerana mereka juga rakyat Malaysia. Ada juga yang mendesak agar mereka juga dipanggil bumiputera??

Mereka memberi contoh Presiden Obama yang diterima sebagai Presiden Amerika walaupun beliau berkulit hitam dan bagaimana orang kulit hitam di Amerika dilayan ’samarata’ oleh undang-undang di sana yang tidak memperuntukkan hak keistimewaan kulit putih.

Perundangan dan perlembagaan negara boleh dipinda kerana ianya bertulis, tetapi bagaimana pula dengan undang-undang tidak bertulis di pejabat-pejabat dan syarikat-syarikat swasta? Bagaimana kita boleh memastikan yang mereka tidak mendiskriminasi kaum lain dalam mentadbir sedangkan dunia telah menyaksikan betapa perkaumannya mereka?

Orang-orang kulit hitam di Amerika benar-benar menerima Amerika dan diri mereka seadanya, iaitu negara asal orang kulit putih serta bahasanya adalah Inggeris. Orang kulit hitam Amerika juga menghormati serta menghayati sejarah dan perlembagaan negara dengan senang hati. Ini amat berlainan dengan sebahagian bangsa cina di Malaysia yang langsung tidak menghormati atau mengakui sejarah negara ini.

Justeru, kita ingin bertanya, bagaimana kita boleh menerima kaum degil yang ingin mempunyai sekolah sendiri, ingin menggunakan bahasa sendiri dan masih berkiblatkan sejarah negara nenek moyang mereka, sebagai warganegara setaraf? Bagaimana kita boleh menerima secara total kaum yang walaupun hanya berkuasa di beberapa negeri, telah menunjukkan sikap tidak hormat langsung pada Sultan dan Agong serta mengambil sikap seolah-olah Sultan dan Agong itu hanya untuk Melayu, bukan mereka?

Ada juga yang enggan malah megah pula apabila tidak tahu budaya, adat-adat atau etika di dalam majlis yang dihadiri pembesar Melayu. Lebih dari itu, ada di pihak mereka tak henti-henti cuba mencabar agama rasmi negara dan undang-undang berkenaan dengan Islam. Sehingga ada di antara mereka mempersoalkan kenapa Malaysia membuatkan penjualan makanan tidak halal terlalu sukar??

Konon semua ini kerana mereka tertindas dek DEB.

Soalan cepumas untuk mereka ialah: Apakah mereka akan menerima konsep satu sekolah untuk semua, menghayati sejarah, menghormati perlembagaan Malaysia, menerima konsep muhibbah dan menghentikan diskriminasi terhadap Melayu jika DEB dimansuhkan secara total?

Sekali lagi, kita tidak perlu menyalahkan mereka. Penulis tidak pernah menyalahkan orang lain atas kegagalan sendiri. Yang salah di sini bukan mereka, tetapi kita.

Di kala kaum cina bermati-matian mempertahankan budaya dan bahasa mereka, kaum melayu kumpulan kedua tadi pula bermati-matian ingin menggadai budaya dan bahasa sendiri. Apa tidaknya apabila tujuan artikel ini ditulis adalah untuk menjawab email dari seorang doktor Melayu yang bersimpati dengan kaum Cina dan meminta penulis melihat soal perkauman ini dari kacamata kaum cina, tetapi penulis terpaksa menterjemah semula di sini kerana email kepadanya perlu ditulis dalam bahasa Inggeris semata-mata untuk memastikan doktor tersebut benar-benar faham. Ini kerana dia seorang yang tidak dapat berbahasa Melayu dengan baik. Ironi sekali apabila dikala dia langsung tidak menghargai budaya dan bahasanya, dia amat ingin memastikan bangsa cina dapat terus mempraktikkan budaya dan bahasa mereka. Teka, siapa yang sedang ketawa terhadapnya? Pastinya, bukan orang Melayu.

Kesimpulannya, haruskah Malaysia menerima mereka dari kumpulan 1, malah mungkin dari kumpulan 2 ini juga sebagai warganegara dan dilayan samarata dengan bumiputera?

Hakikatnya, dalam ketidak-samarataan, mereka masih mengatasi malah berupaya menindas majoriti Melayu dari peringkat sederhana bawah. Dalam mereka mengatakan bahawa mereka tertindas, mereka juga mendabik dada bahawa merekalah yang pembayar cukai tinggi untuk menjana Malaysia dan mengakui menguasai ekonomi Malaysia. Apakah ini suara orang yang tertindas? Atau apakah ini suara orang yang ingin menekan dan menindas orang lain yang dilihat sebagai lemah daripada mereka dari segi ekonomi? Bagaimana orang yang berkuasa boleh tertindas?

Akhir sekali, jika doktor tersebut meminta penulis melihat masalah ini dari kacamata kaum cina, penulis pula ingin memintanya melihat masalah ini dari kacamata kaum melayu:

Sila bayangkan, jika Malaysia ini milik kaum cina dan kaum lain datang dan ingin meminta kerakyatan. Apakah mereka akan berikan? Dan kemudiannya, kaum lain itu berjaya pula menguasai ekonomi berbanding kaum Cina. Apakah kaum Cina akan memperkenalkan dasar seperti DEB untuk membela nasib mereka ATAU apakah kaum cina kemungkinan besar akan melakukan pembersihan etnik sahaja terhadap kaum lain itu tanpa banyak soal? Sesiapa yang hidup di zaman komunis pasti lebih tahu jawapannya. Dan apa yang terjadi di Perak bila kaum Cina berkuasa, sudah cukup untuk memberi gambaran tindakan kaum itu jika berada di tempat Melayu.

Untuk sebahagian kaum cina yang begitu chauvinis, jika benar anda lebih tinggi tarafnya dari orang melayu, tunjukkanlah sikap tamadun, toleran, beretika dan berterima kasih walaupun bukan dengan kaum sendiri dan walaupun agama dan nenek moyang anda tidak pernah mengajarnya kepada anda. Jika perlembagaan Malaysia dan segala-galanya tentang Malaysia begitu buruk di mata anda, cubalah nasib di negara lain di mana anda boleh menubuhkan sekolah sendiri, berbahasa sendiri, menguasai ekonominya dan menghina pembesar negaranya sesuka hati. Sahutlah cabaran ini tanpa dolak dalih....untuk sekali, jawablah dengan jujur, beretika dan matang.

Untuk kaum melayu dari kumpulan kedua pula, pandai dalam sesuatu bidang tidak menjadikan anda orang yang bijaksana. Kenaifan tiada kena mengena dengan tiada kelayakan akademik, ia terjadi bila anda kurang pengalaman, kurang bergaul dan tidak peka. Sesungguhnya masih banyak yang perlu anda pelajari.

NOTA: Artikel ini ditulis bukan untuk menyakitkan hati rakan-rakan dan saudara mara penulis dari kaum cina. Ia satu pandangan dan perbincangan jujur dan ikhlas dalam usaha mengupas masalah perkauman yang makin meruncing di Malaysia. Penulis secara peribadi mengagumi sikap sayangkan bangsa yang ada pada kaum cina. Tulisan adalah dengan niat baik untuk mencari titik persetujuan di antara dua kaum.

Financial Turmoil - Are We Ready For This?

2008-09-19T06:26:00.003+08:00

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1. The world is going through financial turmoil but most Malaysian politicians especially those in the Government seem blissfully unaware or unconcerned. Already 10 major banks in America have collapsed. The almighty US Dollar has depreciated. Now the huge insurance corporation, the American International Group is on the verge of bankruptcy.

2. In the last three quarters AIG lost US$18.5 billion dollars (68 billion Ringgit). AIG is struggling to raise funds to overcome its difficulties. If it fails it may have to opt for bankruptcy. But AIG is going to lose even more.

3. The failures are all due to playing with money, selling mortgages, selling papers and all kinds of financial dealings which have been invented by the finance houses in order to make huge sums of money out of nothing. Currency trading is one of them.

4. I am not a financial expert but I see trouble coming our way. Our currency should be appreciating against the cheaper US Dollar. But instead it is depreciating. This must be caused by weaknesses in our economy.

5. Despite Government propaganda through the controlled media that we are doing well, the reality is otherwise. The foreign investors, including Arabs came, and the reports claim that hundreds of millions of Ringgit in investment would be coming in, but there is no sign that the investors are actually investing. In fact I hear in the IT sector a proposed 600 million Ringgit investment has been withdrawn.

6. Apart from Arabs buying up new skyscrapers there is no sign that investments are really coming in.

7. I talked to potential investors and they told me they would not be investing and they are pulling out from the Malaysian stock market. The KLSE figures show how much market capital has disappeared. I am told that it is more than 100 billion Ringgit.

8. In the meantime the prices of oil and foodstuff are high and may go higher. But incomes are not increasing. In other words we are experiencing inflation. When the American financial crisis really hits us we may not be able to handle it.

9. Dato Seri Najib Tun Razak's appointment as Minister of Finance has come at a crucial time. I pray and hope he will be able to handle the impending crisis. If he fails then he will have to take the blame. Dato Seri Abdullah is now only involved in social issues, reform (of what?) and Islam Hadari. Appropriately he has taken over the Ministry of Defence.

10. We are in for a very interesting time. The PM should read carefully SAPP President Yong Teck Lee's press statement. But I don't think he would. He is reputed to have told Malaysian diplomats undergoing training that if they are asked critical questions they should "buat bodoh" i.e. pretend to be stupid. I believe that is precisely what Abdullah would do to Yong's statement.

PS

1. I read this morning that the Federal Reserve Bank will loan to AIG US$85 billion to prevent it from going into bankruptcy.

2. I remember well how we were told never to bail out failing companies. But in the last one year the Fed has bailed out dozens of failing banks, mortgage corporations and other businesses. Altogether the bail out has cost the Fed almost US$500 billion dollars.

3. I just wonder where the money comes from. Does the Fed hold hundreds of billions of dollars in readiness to rescue failed banks? I don't think so.

4. The money used is "created" through entries in account books. No cash or dollar notes are issued or even printed. Like a magician, the Fed make money from invisible sources.

5. Whatever, the USD will continue to fall.

6. Malaysia would be wise to get rid of dollar holdings. This goes for Bank Negara too. It must have lost quite a bit because of the depreciation of the USD

Watch Grey's Anatomy Online

2008-09-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

Finally, after 1 hectic week, I'm finally finished a new site, dedicated for Grey's Anatomy TV Series fan, which is among the hottest tv series in USA ..

This site, www.watchgreysanatomyonline.org is for viewers who do not want to download anything to their hard disk, simply because of the time taken to fully download the series, or perhaps their hard disks are congested already. Now you can watch Grey's Anatomy online only by streaming it.

So Grey's Anatomy fans, please visit this site and marathon Grey's Anatomy TV Series.. For now, I just finish setting for season 1 and season 2 only. Another seasons will come shortly, perhaps in 2-3 days I'll finish setting up all the seasons in my website.

So pals.. do enjoy this site.

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Petronas Maybank Credit Card

2008-08-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

When let my car drinks her favorite drink, Petronas Synergy Petrol, my eyes are reading this 1 ads, about Petronas Maybank Credit Card. Similar with Petronas CIMB Credit Card. Trying to figure out what the differences between those two, I ran google search when I reached home.

Well basically, not being a finance person myself, I just decided to make Petronas Maybank Credit Card. Why? Simply because my salary goes to my Maybank account, so it is easier for me to make payments.

And the one thing I'm looking in a credit card is it must FREE for life. I don't want to pay fees, we had paid too much interests to the bank, why we should pay fees somemore right? We already give them money, and we have to pay fee for giving them money.. huhuhu ..

Plus, the hike of fuel prices makes me want to do Credit Card. I never had in mind to make a credit card before, simply because I don't want to be in debt. Spending money that I can't afford. But to think again, I always carry lot of cash, and of course, it is not a good practise. Thefts are everywhere nowadays.

The most important thing in using credit cards are our dicipline. We've got to dicipline ourselves to pay on time. Or else, the interests will rape you off.

MISC tanker hijacked off Somalia

2008-08-22T02:10:00.001+08:00

A news that got me thinking twice about go sailing again .. added with how much I hate this job

A 32,169 dwt chemical tanker belonging to Malaysia’s MISC has been hijacked by armed pirates off the coast of Somalia.

The 1997-built Bunga Melati Dua, with 39 crew onboard, was carrying a cargo of palm oil from Indonesia to Rotterdam when the vessel was attacked in the Gulf of Aden.

MISC confirmed the vessel was taken on Tuesday although it did not admit the vessel had been hijacked until today.

In a statement the company said: "MISC regrets to inform that its chemical/palm oil tanker, MT Bunga Melati Dua, has been hijacked by unknown pirates at 1409 GMT on August 19."

The crew of 29 Malaysian and 10 Filpino seafarers managed to send a distress signal but Noel Choong of the Piracy Reporting Centre in Kuala Lumpur said there had been not direct contact with the crew.

He said an unidentified warship was searching for the tanker which is believed to be heading for Somalia waters.

The Bunga Melati Dua is the fourth vessel to be hijacked in the area in the past month. The Thai cargo vessel Thor Star and a Nigerian tug, Yenegoa Ocean, were seized last week. The bulker Stella Maris was attacked and hijacked on July 20.

The tanker is insured through the UK Mutual Steam Ship Assurance Association (Bermuda) and and classed by Lloyd’s Register.

Sumpah Si Saiful

2008-08-16T21:48:00.003+08:00

Dijangka atau tidak, setidak-tidaknya sumpah si Saiful Bukhari telah menggemparkan masyarakat Malaysia terutama Melayu. Kepada penyokong Anwar Ibrahim, sumpah ini hanyalah satu mainan politik walhal umum mengetahui sumpah yang dilakukan oleh Saiful ini adalah sumpah laknat, yang tidak boleh dibuat main-main, yang mana jika sumpah ini merupakan satu penipuan, maka Saiful akan dilaknat oleh Allah di dunia dan di akhirat. Malapetaka akan menimpa bukan sahaja beliau, malahan seluruh keluarga beliau akan tercalit kemurkaan daripada Allah.

Tetapi sayang, penyokong setia "dewa" Anwar bagaikan tidak mengendah sumpahan ini, malahan diejek, dicaci dan dikutuk Saiful, menyatakan bahawa pemuda yang berusia 23 tahun ini berbuat sedemikian kerana politik, kerana wang, dan kerana desakan pemimpin-pemimpin UMNO yang amat memerlukan kemenangan ke atas Permatang Pauh. Sanggupkah Saiful melakukan perkara ini hanya kerana sebab-sebab yang tersenarai di atas? Sanggupkah kita bermain dengan sumpah yang akan membuatkan diri kita tercela sepanjang hayat?

Anwar, disebalik cabaran untuk beliau turut bersumpah muhabalah hanya pandai memusing-musingkan ayat-ayat, malahan isteri beliau Wan Azizah menyatakan bahawa sumpah muhabalah ini tidak dikira kerana Saiful memegang Al-Quran. Baiklah, kita tinggalkan hal beliau untuk memegang Al-Quran, kerana di dalam Islam tiada sumpah yang dilakukan dengan memegang Al-Quran. Tetapi tidakkah Saiful memegang Al-Quran itu hanya perlakuan sampingan? Bagaimana dengan lafaz beliau yang menyebut Wallahi, Wabillahi, Watallahi? Tidakkah itu berlandaskan sumpahan Islam yang disahkan sendiri oleh Tuan Guru Pas Nik Aziz?

Pada pandangan peribadi saya, jikalau benar Anwar Ibrahim tidak melakukan perkara liwat itu, dan beliau yakin dan pasti tidak pernah memasukkan zakarnya ke dalam dubur Saiful Bukhari Azlan, mengapa beliau tidak melakukan sumpah muhabalah ini? Tidakkah itu akan kembali memulihkan pandangan orang ramai yang saya yakin sedikit sebanyak rakyat akan percaya kepada perlakuan songsang ini? Dan jika Anwar Ibrahim bersumpah bahawa beliau tidak pernah melakukannya, saya yakin dan pasti, sokongan rakyat terhadap beliau akan bertambah-tambah, dan tidak mustahil impian beliau untuk menjadi Perdana Menteri Malaysia di hujung tahun ini menjadi nyata dan pasti.

Persoalan sekarang, beranikah Anwar Ibrahim? Seperti kata pepatah yang kita selalu dengar dan dididik, "Berani kerana benar"..

Pelakon Terbaik Sepanjang Zaman

2008-07-18T07:07:00.002+08:00

Get this from a political forum, thought sharing here would be nice since this is the hottest issue in Malaysia now .. an event which can be classified as "dulu, kini but hopefully not selama-lamanya".

Anwar sememangnya boleh dinobatkan sebagai pelakon terbaik sepanjang zaman oleh anugerah perfileman di negara kita. Perkara ini patut di usulkan oleh senator Datuk Jins Shamsuddin semasa perbahasan di parlimen semasa persidangan akan datang. Namun, akhir – akhir ini kita dapat lihat lakonan beliau semakin terbongkar dengan kebodohan skrip – skrip yang beliau dan kuncu – kuncunya reka sendiri. Antara lakonan – lakonan ANWAR yang akan dikenang sepanjang zaman nanti adalah seperti :-

ANWAR sebelum ini sedia BERSUMPAH jika ianya perlu, namun setelah SAIFUL juga bersedia untuk bersumpah bersama ANWAR menyebabkan beliau berdalih untuk tidak bersumpah dengan menyatakan bahawa beliau telah mendapat pandangan ulama dari dalam dan luar Negara supaya tidak mempermainkan SUMPAH dengan nama ALLAH.
Penulis meramalkan Anwar Ibrahim telah mula menggunakan taktik lazim beliau apabila berdepan dengan isu-isu yang mampu mengganggu gugat karier politik beliau iaitu beliau akan MENYAMAN.
Melarikan diri ke kedutaan Turki dengan mereka – reka cerita bahawa beliau akan DIBUNUH dan nyawanya dalam bahaya. Namun sehingga sekarang ANWAR bebas menari – nari dan terkinja – kinja di atas pentas berceramah tanpa sebarang kawalan keselamatan yang ketat. Mana yang dikatakan nyawanya terancam?
Keengganan Anwar memberikan sampel untuk ujian DNA (asid deoksiribonukleik) ketika di bawa ke Hospital Kuala Lumpur (HKL) malam tadi atas alasan kerana tidak mahu DNAnya DIMANIPULASIKAN. Bukankan beliau ditemani oleh peguamnya dan pihak hospital telah memberi jaminan bahawa mereka akan melakukan dengan mengikut prosedur dan professional.
Namun saya juga ada mendapat info HEARSAY ( tapi saya tidak akan membuat akuan bersumpah seperti Raja PET dan BALA) mengenai punca Anwar Ibrahim melarikan diri ke Kedutaan Turki dimana seorang ahli perniagaan permaidani berbangsa Turki yang telah tinggal di negara ini sejak berpuluh tahun lalu, yang mempunyai kecenderungan seks kepada sesama lelaki (homo sexual) , telah menjadi amat akrab dengan Anwar Ibrahim sejak begitu lama, dan beliau inilah yang mengaturkan Anwar menyeludup masuk ke Kedutaan Turki di Kuala Lumpur. Wallahualam.!

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Here it comes again

2008-07-18T01:30:00.004+08:00

Shocking or not, I'm not so sure about that, but the latest Anwar Ibrahim's case is a reflection to what had happened 10 years ago, and whether it is truth or not, justice should be seek here or those involved will get it in afterlife. To believe the current government plotting and conspiring this new sodomy case is hard, since it is the government who releases Anwar to show its openess and integrity and to make public believes what Tun Mahathir did is wrong and Anwar was the victim to Mahathir's dictatorship. And to plotting a same sodomy plot is quite same and the public should not be shocked again and tend to believe it is just a setup. But it is the sodomy case again, then what we believe?

Malaysia, now in political madness because of the stupidity of current Prime Minister and half-past six his cabinets, now facing a possibility of another era of political shit due this sodomy case. Being away for past 5 months from Malaysia allows me to comment nothing about this event, but I just hoping someone will challenge Mr. SleepyLah during UMNO assembly, to which Ku Li is one of our hopes to make Malaysia as it is during Tun Mahathir's era.

Till then.

7 Don'ts After A Meal

2008-01-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

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1. Don't smoke - Experiment from experts proves that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarettes which means your chance to get cancer is higher

2. Don't eat fruit immediately - Eating fruit right after a meal will cause stomach to be bloated by air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hours after your meal and for better digestion, have your fruit 1 hour before taking your meal

3. Don't drink tea - Tea leaves contain a high content of acid. This substance will cause the protein content in the food we consume to be hardened therefore make the digestion harder

4. Don't loosen your belt - Loosening your belt after eating will easily cause the intestine to be twisted and blocked

5. Don't bathe - Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs and body thus the amount of blood around stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach

6. Don't walk about - People will always say that after a meal walk a hundred steps and you will live till 99. But the truth is, it is wrong. Walking will cause digestive system to be unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake

7. Don't sleep immediately - The food we intake will not be able to digest properly.Thus will lead to gastric and infection in our intestine

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The Ultimate Tea Diet Tips

2008-01-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Lots of people now are talking about The Ultimate Tea Diet .. But here I'm not gonna talk about the teammates profiles or anything like that but to lay tips on how to utilize tea as your diet.

1. Start you day with a cup of hot tea. And please, just sugar, no milk. The mixture between tea and milk with take all tea extracts away .. A cup of hot tea every morning can help you reduce your weight.

2. Don't drink tea immediately after your meal. This is because tea leaves contain a high content of acid. This substance will cause protein content in the food we consume to be hardened thus difficult to digest.

Lot of diet tips will be coming up after this. Stay tune to this blog.

Dimana Sharlinie?

2008-01-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

Kehilangan Sharlinie mengembalikan nostalgia misteri kehilangan Nurin Jazlan dan pertemuan mayat beliau yang meruntun hati setiap insan yang masih memiliki secumit belas kasihan di dalam hati mereka. Kes yang memiliki cara operasi yang sama seperti Nurin Jazlan ini terus menggemparkan negara dan kita boleh melihat setiap akhbar arus perdana mahupun tabloid menceritakan tentang kehilangan beliau di muka hadapan.

Kehilangan Sharlinie yang dikatakan dibawa lari dengan sebuah van oleh seorang wanita adalah susulan kepada kes seorang lagi kanak-kanak comel yang dibawa lari oleh lelaki misteri, juga berlaku di Taman Medan yang kemudiannya ditemui di Wangsa Maju. Lelaki misteri itu yang lebih dikenali sebagai Abang Kucing kerana sering menggunakan "pick-up" lines yang sama yakni "Adik nak tengok kucing?" disyaki orang yang sama yang dikenali sebagai "Pencabul Kampung Baru".

Kehilangan Sharlinie harus dicari, Sharlinie harus dipertemukan semula dengan kedua ibubapa beliau dan juga adik-beradik beliau yang lain dan masyarakat harus tidak lagi dikejutkan dgn cerita pertemuan sebuah beg yang berisi kanak-kanak malang yang comel dan tidak berdosa itu. Semua ini harus dilakukan dengan kebijaksanaan dan kecekapan pihak berkuasa dan kerjasama yang diberikan oleh masyarakat. Tapi timbul persoalan, adakah setiap yang hilang akan terus dicari? Mengapa punca kehilangan tidak diatasi agar perkara yang bisa meruntun hati kemanusian kita ini tidak akan berlaku lagi buat sekian kalinya.

Kehilangan Sharlinie ini harus dijadikan iktibar kepada sekali ibubapa supaya tidak akan terjadi lagi perkara ini. Pepatah Melayu ada menyatakan, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Hati kita sudah rasa terhiris dengan kejadian yang menimpan Nurin dan Sharlinie ini, dapatkah kita membayangkan bagaimana hancurnya hati kita ini jika kejadian ini menimpa anak kita?

Semoga dapatlah kita mengambil pengajaran di dalam hal ini, setiap pergerakan anak hendaklah dikawal rapi, mahupun hanya ingin ke taman permainan di depan rumah. Dan kepada yang sering menyuruh anak yang masih kecik membeli itu dan ini di kedai runcit, saya merayu, pertimbangkanlah semula arahan anda, biarpun anda menyatakan bahawa ini adalah untuk meringankan beban anda, tetapi jika perkara sedemikian berlaku, percayalah, beban anda pasti tidak terpikul lagi beratnya. Bak kata pepatah Melayu yang seharusnya selalu disematkan di dalam hati kite, "Menyesal dahulu pendapatan, menyesal kemudian tiada gunanya".

Chua Soi Lek Sex Video Clip

2008-01-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

Kes yang menggemparkan Malaysia tatkala Pilihanraya Umum dikatakan akan diadakan dalam masa yang terdekat ini, Malaysian Health Minister Datuk Seri Chua Soi Lek sex scandals.

Mengejutkan? Tidak !! Bila mana keluar di dada akhbar tentang pendedahan sex video clip Chua Soi Lek ini di Muar dan Batu Pahat .. ramai sudah meneka yang kes ini membabitkan Chua Soi Lek .. Seorang taiko MCA di Johor .. dan ramai mengidamkan jawatan beliau .. dan ramai yang membenci beliau ..

Perletakan jawatan CSL ni pun bukan atas kehendak diri dia .. tapi desakan orang ramai yang tidak hendak berketuakan atau berwakilkan seseorang yang mempunyai moral seperti beliau.. atau mungkin rakyat merasa jijik bila melihat adegan sex clip video CSL ni .. huhu .. sambil main ble lagi tgk laptop .. sure tgh layan buku kamasutra .. tahan lame skit .. :D ...

Dan yang paling tak tahan .. CSL ni nak buat lak road show nk memperjelaskan lagi tentang perkara ini .. nk jelaskan ape ? sb ape die tgk laptop ketika tgh main ke ? atau ubat ape yg die makan supaya tahan lame ? hehe .. dah la CSL .. resign resign la .. baik gi pujuk bini dan anak2 datuk seri ...

HINDRAF Is Guilty Of High Treason

2007-12-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

The International Bureau of UMNO Youth views the warnings of the Inspector General of Police of Malaysia with regards to the planned violent insurrection as well as the pronouncements of HINDRAF leaders themselves with grave concern and utter disgust. HINDRAF¢s modus operandi and subsequent actions are akin to a militant organization with the intent of adhering to terrorist organisations and eventually wage war against His Majesty the Yang di-Pertuan Agong. HINDRAF has violated the sacred oath of allegiance towards Malaysia and her sovereign and as such should swiftly face the full extent of the law.

Malaysians prize peace and stability. The use of violence is intolerable and only serves to anger and distresses the majority of law-abiding citizens. While economic advancement is the right of every Malaysian citizen regardless of race or religion, the scurrilous allegations of ethnic cleansing is a product of a sick credo and evildoing that only reflects more about HINDRAF itself than it does injure Malaysia ¢s reputation internationally.

As an eye-witness to the horrific effects of ethnic cleansing in Serbia and Kosovo it is evident that HINDRAF has no iota of conception of what the term really means and insidiously seeks to spin a tale of lies.

The Malaysian Government firmly rejects extremism or terrorism without exclusion or preference. The rebellion of the militant Islamic organization Al Ma¢unah which consisted of Muslim-Malays is a case in point. Its leaders and followers had committed a crime and were dealt with by the laws of the nation. HINDRAF similarly does not deserve any reprieve or sympathy.

Hitherto, the Indian community can pride itself on a great number of achievements and contributions to the nation. The community boasts successful entrepreneurs and tycoons. Furthermore, the scientists, lawyers, doctors and etc. have played a major role in developing Malaysia to what it is today. Their sacrifices must not go unappreciated and it is our duty to alleviate the living standards of all segments of the Indian as well as Malaysian population at large.

Therefore, let us bring together our brothers and sisters of all Malaysians in this period of national tribulation to the path of racial harmony and tolerance that has for so long defined our beloved nation.

Therefore, let us bring together our brothers and sisters of all Malaysians in this period of national tribulation to the path of racial harmony and tolerance that has for so long defined our beloved nation.

Dato' Mukhriz Mahathir
Chairman
The International & NGO Relations Bureau
Malaysia UMNO Youth Movement

Adsense Secret - Part 2

2007-02-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

2. Use the Images

Using images need to be done with pre-cautions bcoz Google has some policies regarding the usage of images and this has been known as the source of many BlackHatters' downfall. Few policies you need to bear in mind, that you can place images beside the ads provided that:

a) the images are not in anyway related to the ads
b) there's a clear cut between the images and the ads

Take note that we are not "not allowed" to use any images that "suggest" clicking on the ads. So things like arrows, pointing fingers, animations of cars or characters moving towards the ads, and the like will get u flagged. But, the edge has been somewhat defined and u can push it with great success, if u do it gracefully.

For instance, a backdoor tactic u can employ to get around this issue has been to create a website "logo" that no-so-subtly features a character (ie: a dude with a baseball bat) poiting it towards the Ad Unit. Because it's incorporated within the logo, the character is now "coincidentally" holding a baseball bat and poiting horizontally directly at the ads. When used correctly, this tactic has flown under the radar indefinitely and been a successful approach for someone more than once. Remember, a gray area is never gloomy to a BlackHatter.

For instance, a backdoor tactic u can employ to get around this issue has been to create a website "logo" that no-so-subtly features a character (ie: a dude with a baseball bat) poiting it towards the Ad Unit. Because it's incorporated within the logo, the character is now "coincidentally" holding a baseball bat and poiting horizontally directly at the ads. When used correctly, this tactic has flown under the radar indefinitely and been a successful approach for someone more than once. Remember, a gray area is never gloomy to a BlackHatter.

Another very interesting technique has been to use a random "headshot" (pix of a person's face) as the "author of the article". Make sure the image is someone that looks the part and that it has heir of professionalism to it. Credibility is required to pull this one off.

Now, the secret is to place the article "author's" image right next to ur ads (see example below). If u pull this off correctly, u will create the perception that the Ads are the expert author's "recommended resources" and visitors, naturally will freely click on them all day long. The person who give this idea has experienced tremendous success with this tactic.

Adsense Secret - Part 1

2007-02-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

I got nothing to do .. and today is holiday .. and I feel like writing .. but dunno wat to write.. but then I came across how to increase my Adsense income, which is recently it is so bad, even the ads at my blog only showing Iklan Layanan Masyarakat .. what the heck .. it makes me look like a loser .. am I ? So .. after reviewing some articles, some e-book and some thoughts of mine .. I'd like to share few things here .. based on those things .. Some of them u may have heard about it, some of them might give you more ideas on how to generate more income, and some of them would find it as some dumbass writer trying to fill up his time by writing a shit. Whateva it is, I just don't care.

1. Design and Ads Placement. ( credit to AdSense Blackhead)

Different site will need different design and ads placement. Put it simple, every site is unique. So based on your own creativity and help of third party tool, u, yourself, or maybe someone you hire, need to determine what the best for your site.

Basic tips for you:

a) Blends your ads - make sure your ads' background colour just as your site background colour. This may confuse the visitors and unintentionly clicks on ads. But who cares, as long as you can make money.

b) Avoid the 468x60 banner size - This size is a cursed one. People will know this is for sure a goddamn ad and won't click on it. Use the 336x280 size instead. This guy (Adsense Blackhead) says the 336x280 size gives him 12 times more CTR than the cursed one. So beware guys, please don't be cursed.

c) Don't ever use image ads. Use text ads only. Why? I guess ppl dont want to clicks on images. They know it will link them to some other sites. Unless they wanna use the pix as wallpaper, then they won't bother.

d) Quickly opt-out of the "Onsite Advertiser Sign-up". Trust me.

e) For your links, use standard blue/purple colour scheme. Ppl do not see it as a link unless they are in blue/purple.

This topic will continue later ..

The Forgotten Hero ..

2007-02-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks Percuma Bukan Lagi Satu Skim

2007-02-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Mengejutkan !! Itulah pertama yang terasa bila membaca komen seorang forumer.

Pada tahun 2008, Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks Percuma akan dibatalkan. Begitulah kata Timbalan Menteri Pendidikan Datuk Noh Omar. Sebabnya? Kerana pembekal menyatakan skim ini merugikan mereka. Mengulas lanjut kerugian pembekal adalah tidak kena kerana mungkin kita kurang memahami masalah yang mereka hadapi. Tetapi fikiran yang logik akan menyatakan, tidakkah kerajaan memberi subsidi untuk skim ini? Subsidi ini semestinya ditafsirkan kepada bayaran yang dilakukan untuk buku-buku teks dalam skim ini. Kiranya, pembekal semestinya mendapat bayaran untuk membekalkan buku ini. Tidak kisahlah percuma atau tidak, mereka, pembekal tetap mendapat bayaran. Jadi, hendak atau tidak, ramai akan berkata, alasan ini adalah amat tidak logik. Dan ramai akan memikirkan, kerajaan yang tidak lagi hendak meneruskan skim ini. Kenapa? Mungkin kerana skim ini merugikan mereka?

Dan menarik perhatian saya, komen daripada Perdana Menteri kesayangan ramai, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, yang menyatakan bahawa yang mampu hendaklah berkorban. Saya tidak pasti, adalah Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks Percuma Untuk Semua ini termasuk untuk pelajar-pelajar kurang mampu. Jikalau begitu, mampukah mereka yang kurang mampu itu? Pak Lah, tolong jangan malukan kerajaan Malaysia. Please think before you speak. Every words from your mouth may end up be laughing stocks to not only Malaysian, but to everyone in the world. Not to mention, he has mistakenly mentioned Venezuela as New Zealand during recent event at Venezuela. Dude, dua benua berbeza. Tu la, tido lagi masa Presiden Venezuela berucap, mungkin dalam mimpi bertemu gadis New Zealand atau kawasan sewaktu dengannya seperti Australia? Who knows ..

Terfikir juga, derma sebanyak RM20 juta sanggup dihulurkan kepada sekolah beliau, yang secara dasarnya untuk membangunkan sebuah sekolah. Mengapa tidak menggunakan duit itu untuk membayar pembekal demi kepentingan pelajar-pelajar kita demi memajukan diri mereka yang seterusnya untuk negara juga di masa hadapan? RM200 juta juga sanggup dibelanjakan untuk membeli jet eksekutif untuk kegunaan beliau, sedangkan empat (4) lagi jet eksekutif masih lagi dalam keadaan terbaik untuk digunakan masih ada. Apakah signifikan perlunya pesawat baru sedangkan yang lama masih elok lagi? Membazir? Islam Hadhari tidak membazir. Bermewah? Islam Hadhari hendaklah sentiasa hidup dalam kesederhanaan.

Last but not least .. undurLAH

Tun Dr Mahathir is nominated for Nobel Prize 2007

2007-02-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

A good news comes today (or maybe few days ago but I just read it today) .. Our former premier Tun Dr Mahathir is one of the nominee for Nobel Peace Prize 2007 .. He has been nomited by few Bosnian NGOs ..

Here is the Star news about it:

PETALING JAYA: Four non-governmental organisations in Bosnia and Herzegovina have nominated Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad for the Nobel Peace Prize 2007.

They are the Sarajevo School of Science and Technology, the Congress of Bosnik Intellectuals and two Christian organisations – the Serb Civic Council from Bosnia and Herzegovina and the Croat National Council.

The move to nominate the former Prime Minister was spearheaded by Dr Ejup Ganic, who was Vice-President of Bosnia-Herzegovina from 1990-96 and President of the Federation of Bosnia-Herzegovina until March 2001.

Dr Ganic, currently the Chancellor of the Sarajevo School of Science and Technology, worked closely with Dr Mahathir in the 1990s when Malaysia provided economic, political and humanitarian support to a Bosnia-Herzegovina recovering from the trauma of genocide and ethnic cleansing in the 1992-95 civil war.

Nominations to the Norwegian Nobel Committee closed on Feb 1 and this year’s list includes former US Vice-President Al Gore, Finnish peace broker Martti Ahtisaari and Chinese dissident Rebiya Kadeer.

In a nomination paper signed by Dr Ganic made available to The Star, Dr Mahathir is described as the Third World’s “most illustrious contemporary” and its “most courageous advocate.”

Dr Ganic said that Dr Mahathir had influenced the world by leaving behind lessons on how diversity could be managed, conflicts reconciled and multi ethnicity harnessed to build a vibrant economic and political system.

He also highlighted Dr Mahathir’s “Prosper Thy Neighbour” policy, his enlightened vision of Islam and his work as an ambassador of peace in Iraq-Iran, Bosnia-Herzegovina, southern Thailand, Philippines and Aceh.

Dr Mahathir, 81, who retired from public office in 2003, launched the Kuala Lumpur Initiative to Criminalise War in December 2005 and chairs the Perdana Global Peace Organisation (PGPO) that was set up to implement the initiative.

PGPO’s “Expose War Crimes: Criminalise War” Conference and Exhibition begins tomorrow at Putra World Trade Centre, Kuala Lumpur.

How to lock a folder without a software?

2007-02-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

Here's a solution for you ..

Suppose you want to lock the folder games in d: which has the path D:\Games.In the same drive create a text file and type
ren games games.{21EC2020-3AEA-1069-A2DD-08002B30309D}
Now save this text file as loc.bat

create another text file and type in it
ren games.{21EC2020-3AEA-1069-A2DD-08002B30309D} games
Now save this text file as key.bat

Now you can see 2 batch files loc and key.Press loc and the folder games will change to control panel and you cannot view its contents.Press key and you will get back your original folder.

try it out!!!!!!!

IF you people find it useful ..reply me i will post more of this kind

Ramadhan ini ..

2006-10-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan .. datang lagi ..
Membawa seribu berkat seribu rahmat ..
Tapi aku masih aku ..
Mencari-cari sinar keimanan ..
Yang secara simboliknya adalah aku sendiri ..
Bilakah akan kuinsafi diri ini ..
Terlalu banyak noda .. terlampau penuh dosa ..
Bilakah akan kusucikan diri ini ..
Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini ..
Tapi hati ini keras ..
Keras untuk menggunakan nikmat Allah turunkan di bulan ini ..
Ku sedih ..
Ku tangisi ..
Tapi kesedihan dan tangisan ..
Tiada gunanya tanpa keazaman ..
Tanpa keyakinan kendiri untuk berubah ..
Untuk menjadi insan yg taat kepada-Nya ..
Menjadi insan yang menginsafi segala perbuatan di muka bumi-Nya ..
Agar dikemudian hari tiada dia menyesal ..
Menangisi di dalam kehangatan Jahanam ..
Tapi semalam takkan hadir ..
Jadi ..
Ikthiarlah di Ramadhan ini ..
Berimanlah kita ..

Esaudagar Extreme Makeover

2006-09-10T06:55:00.000+08:00

I have a site .. that site name is esaudagar.com ..

1st planning for the site was to make it a e-currency exchanger site .. but the breakdown of 12dp and the capital shortage made me change my mind instead .. So i was looking for something that not using so much capital and easy to manage ..

Then .. this crazy head pop-up an idea to make a auction site .. i can get a free script (or maybe i should say a nulled one) and i can get money from the advertising .. But then .. not a good idea .. cannot fight la with lelong and ebay .. and this site almost forgotten by me due to you know .. study..

So .. after hectic months .. surf back the site and start to think and think what should i do .. Not to wasting the domain name and hosting that cost hundreds .. so i guess .. just do anything that at least can derive a penny from it ..

And .. the blog came up .. i thought its easy to manage .. and now the trend is ppl tend to surfing blog more than normal website .. so i thought i just made a blog that relatively sharing information, differ from this blog which i can write anything i want in what language i want no matter about the grammar mistake nor the tatabahasa and of course rojak watsoeva la .. even like standard 1 writting essay .. i dont care .. i just write and write and write .. why use extravagant english if nobody reads this blog .. it just meant for search engine and of course.. damn bots ..

So back to esaudagar.. well .. this sharing information blog is for anything that i think it might be valuable for internet surfers .. like tips & tricks and software .. and no worries .. no merapu will be there ..

Happy to surf there: www.esaudagar.com; it has everything you need .. tips & tricks, software and scripts and many more .. feel free to visit ..

www.esaudagar.com - the world for saudagars

More Sperm Pills !!

2006-09-05T04:12:00.000+08:00

As the title says.. i'm back in business selling more sperm pills !!

Well .. i have a site that sells this kind of pill, but i kind of forget it exists till this nite when i open my other site selling something more decent and i realized there is 1 more link i seldom look at (or perhaps never) .. that is http://more-sperm-pills.2rx.biz/

And what shock me the most .. it has 3/10 Google pagerank!! Rarely happen to a site hosts by a free domain and hosting .. hehehe .. so i thought maybe i could do some work to make it more work out :D and yes .. produce more sperms (money la) :D

So what more sperm pills do? i think u know the answer .. wat else la kan .. if dont increase sperm volume, increase sperm production .. and men .. u need to have this pills .. Did you know that a recent survey showed that 85% of women actually get aroused by a man who produces "above average" semen amounts? Let's just say that with our pills, she'll be speechless.

So ape tunggu lagi .. hit this site and buy as many pills as u can :D

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A tribute to Tun Dr Mahathir

2006-08-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

It saddens me at how current government leaders are treating Dr Mahathir. I was not a great fan of Dr Mahathir when he assumed the country leadership way back in 1982. In fact, I was studying oversea and wondering how could such an 'ultra' person be entrusted to lead our beloved country. Indeed I was predicted 'glooms' for Malaysia. But with Allah's grace, Malaysia on the other hand propelled into greater heights & Dr Mahathir proven to be very a effective and world reknowned leader. Whenever I compared other countries & their leaders against our country with Dr Mahathir at the helm, I could not help but rejoice at how lucky we were to be given such a great leader in Dr Mahathir. Below posting best reflect how I felt for Dr. Mahathir. ( To original poster, my apology for copying your posting without prior permission, TQ)

JUSTICE said...

Mahathir, please bring back our dignity.

Coming back from my travels around the world, I can say that people everywhere, especially in Third World countries, are full of praise and admiration for Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad. It shocks and saddens me to see how ungrateful Malaysians are. We have with us, a national icon, a man who selflessly and tirelessly dedicated 22 years of his life to what he thought was best for this country.

Now we are tearing him apart, insulting and ridiculing him. Look at the development around us, the skyscrapers, the highways, the monorails, the LRT, the office buildings, the residential areas and the small towns mushrooming everywhere.

We are where we are today because of Tun Mahathir. Other Asian and Third World countries envy us and tells me how lucky we are to have such a brilliant and foresighted leader who cares for his people. An Indonesian man told me, ‘Orang Melayu memang mudah lupa, kalau tak bisa sama Pak Mahathir, serahkan saja pada kami!’ An American professor who met Dr M told me, ‘He is a political genius born too far ahead of his time, one of the exceptional living leaders of all time’.

Tun Mahathir instilled the most important things in all Malaysians - our national pride and confidence. He brought ‘soul’ to our country with his aggressive and dynamic leadership. He taught us never to bow to anyone and to have the ‘Malaysia Boleh’ attitude. He was very passionate about a Malaysian ‘first’ in everything from commerce to business to sports.
It was during his legacy that I (now 41) and many other Malaysians became proud to be a Malaysian. When Tun was in power, he was the pulse of the nation. Malaysia was alive. People were inspired. He was a high achiever and demanded only the best.

Yes, he was also controversial, a hard critic of Western double standards, never mincing his words. Yet, they all couldn’t help but admire and respect him. At his last Asean meeting in Jakarta, President Megawati and President Aroyyo wept, knowing the region, too, would lose a great leader.

And what is happening in our country today? He is being shot down by the very people that he brought up. What disgust me the most is that not one Malay leader has come to his defence. His former cabinet that once worshiped him has now abandoned him. Their standard reply is , ‘We gave our support to Tun as PM before and now we give our support to Pak Lah who is the PM now’.

Where is their conscience and integrity? It is scary indeed. We probably should bring back Umno veterans like Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah and Tun Musa Hitam. At least, these people still have principles.

It is so sad that Malaysians can’t value a living treasure. Is it so difficult to believe that there exist among the Malays a true patriot whose aim in life is to do what is best for his country, a Malay who is sincere and incorruptible? Look at the man himself. What has he got to achieve this late in his life now by doing what he is doing today?

A crook and a tyrant would never give up his power especially when he is at the pinnacle. If Tun had other agendas, why didn’t he remain as senior minister, or place his sons in prominent Umno positions to secure himself? At that time, those cowardly Umno members would kiss his ass for anything.

If Tun was ever corrupt or abused his powers for his own personal self, he would not even dare open the can of worms everyone is saying he now has. After 22 years, don’t you think they would have crawled out by now? Common sense tells you that if he was ever corrupt during his time, he would not dare speak out so boldly against his successor knowing full well the government of the day holds all his records.

He speaks without fear or favour against corruption and abuse of power like one completely incapable of doing it. Because he is.
Once upon a time I was proud to be a Malay and a Malaysian. Now, I bow my head in shame. Tun Mahathir, please bring back our dignity.

credit to: "Malay - MyKMU"

Malaysia kini ..

2006-08-19T03:17:00.000+08:00

Terlalu banyak isu .. dari kes pertikaian Tun Dr M dgn Pak Lah, penguasaan barua Singapura dalam akhbar NSTP hinggalah kepada seorang anak Melayu yang menyatakan dia nampak bodoh kalo bercakap Melayu .. Terasa sakit di hati ingin mengulas kenyataan seorang pelakon popular, biarpun rakan dan taulan ada yg mempertahankan pelakon yg masih muda ini.. Pertahankan pun boleh, tapi kalo kita ikut persekitaran, maka kita tak patut mempertahankan dia, sekadar pandangan saya .. Yalah kan .. kalo duk kt England ke US ke berbelas2 tahun sampai bahasa Melayu tonggang terbalik tu .. boleh diterima .. ni duk dgn Malaysia, berlakon dalam filem yg berbahasa Melayu (tp rasa byk English dlm filem beliau, i don't know, i'm not involved (cam ayat Pak Lah la lak)), dan saya yakin rakan dan taulan beliau ramai Melayu, dan juga, beliau ada menonton program di tv tempatan .. Mane la tau kot2 24/7 asyik HBO ke, StarWorld ke .. takkan la .. tak reti bercakap bahasa Melayu .. maksud saya .. takkan la nampak bodoh kalo cakap bahasa Melayu kalo persekitaran kite ni byk juga komunikasi dlm bahasa Melayu, even seorang bangsat yg bodoh kalo duk berbelas2 tahun kt US .. boleh ajer berkomunikasi dlm bahasa Inggeris .. siap dgn slang2 .. walhal kt umah die .. berbicara dalam bahasa ibunda die .. Kalo die nk ckp ketunggang-langganan dia dan malu takut itu memperbodohkan beliau, pak menteri kite Samy Velu selamber je ckp bahasa Melayu .. tatabahasa ntah ke mana .. nahu ntah ke mane .. tp die tak peduli .. he shows the effort to speak the language .. our language!!

Berbalik kepada isu lain .. yakni kepada isu yg lagi besar melibatkan negara .. iaitu perbalahan antara Tun Dr M dgn Pak Lah .. setelah sekian banyak kite dihidangkan dgn sokongan2 pak Menteri, MT UMNO, ketua2 bahagian, ketua2 Pemuda dsb .. tertarik saya dgn keberanian seorang ketua bahagian UMNO yg berani melawan arus .. demi memperjuangkan nasib bangsa, bukan sekadar hanya angguk2 geleng2 demi menjaga periuk nasi sendiri .. biarlah bangsa sdiri terumbang ambing .. asal mereka dapat hisap curut Havana .. Kepada Ketua Bahagian UMNO Seremban, Datuk Ishak bin Ismail .. saya amat berbesar hati dgn ade nya Datuk yang berkedudukan yang berani secara tegas memohon kebenaran yg selama ini kita cari .. bukan selama ini mungkin .. sejak 3 tahun lepas lebih tepat .. Berikut adalah petikan daripada Malaysiakini ..:

"Umno Bahagian Seremban memberi amaran akan mengundang bekas Perdana Menteri Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad memberi ceramah jika pemimpin tertinggi Umno masih terus menghentam dan menyekat beliau daripada bertemu rakyat.

Ketua Umno bahagian tersebut, Datuk Ishak Ismail berkata, pada masa ini banyak pihak yang cuba memalukan Dr Mahathri dan tidak memberi layanan adil kepada beliau.

Katanya, mengapa mereka bising apabila bekas Presiden Umno bercakap, “sedangkan apa yang diperkatakan itu ada kebenarannya”.

Sehingga hari ini, katanya, Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi sendiri belum menjawab sebarang soalan yang dikemukakan oleh Dr Mahathir.

“Saya telah menyuarakan perkara ini ketika berucap dalam mesyuarat perwakilan Umno Bahagian Seremban Ahad lalu dan para perwakilan setuju dengan perkara itu (Tun Dr Mahahthir berucap di Seremban).

“Kami bukan menentang kepimpinan yang ada sekarang tetapi sebagai bekas Presiden Umno, Tun Dr Mahathir perlu dilayan dengan adil dan bukannya mengecam dan menutup mulut beliau seperti sekarang,” katanya.

Mesyuarat perwakilan bahagian berkenaan telah dirasmikan oleh Ahli Majlis Tertinggi Umno, Datuk Seri Rais Yatim yang juga Menteri Kebudayaan, Kesenian dan Warisan. Mesyuarat tersebut dihadiri oleh 312 perwakilan, dari 68 cawangan, termasuk dari Pergerakan Pemuda, Wanita dan Puteri Umno.

Putus lepas Ramadhan

Bagaimanapun, Ishak menegaskan bahawa kata putus mengenai perkara tersebut akan dibuat selepas bulan Ramadhan kerana pihaknya masih mahu melihat perkembangan semasa terlebih dahulu.

Beliau berkata, perwakilan Umno Bahagian Seremban setuju bahawa apa yang diperkatakan oleh Dr Mahathir mengenai Jambatan Bengkok, Proton, permit import yang dibenarkan (AP) dan penjualan MV Augusta adalah benar belaka.

“Jawaban yang diberikan oleh menteri-menteri kabinet pula lebih merupakan kepada untuk membodek Datuk Seri Abdullah dan bukannya untuk menjawab pertanyaan bekas Perdana Menteri,” katanya lagi.

Ditanya mengenai perbezaan gaya kepimpinan antara Abdullah dan Dr Mahathir, Ishak berkata: “Dr Mahathir seorang pemimpin yang tegas dan berprinsip manakala Abdullah baik untuk dibuat kawan.”

Ishak berkata, di zaman Dr Mahathir dahulu, ahli Umno termasuk mereka yang pernah menentang parti, bebas bersuara dan mengkritik pemimpin negara.

“Apa yang berlaku sekarang ini adalah sebaliknya di mana bekas Perdana Menteri dan bekas Presiden Umno dilarang bertemu ahli Umno,” katanya."

Marilah kita mendoakan semoga ini semua berakhir .. kembalikanlah Malaysia yg dahulu wahai Pak Lah .. sudah sampai masanya anda berundur .. sudah pahit hidup ini .. sudah sedih diri ini mengenangkan segala-galanya berlaku di zaman anda .. menangis hati ini bile IFC menginjak-nginjakkan agama yg tercinta .. dan anda senyap buat masa yg agak lama .. biarpun menteri MELAYU dan ISLAM (?) anda menyalak-nyalak menyokong IFC .. owh saye lupa .. anak anda Nori adalah org kuat Sister in Islam dan juga menyokong IFC .. Pak Lah .. turunlah dgn terhormat sebelum anda diturunkan dgn cara yg hina .. berundurlah .. tolonglah pergi dr hidup kami ..

She

2006-08-13T04:07:00.000+08:00

How should I start this?

The unique feeling of being with a person that u feel happy .. no matter wat u do .. even to crying, the feeling is still happy .. logika?

So this feeling .. the unique feeling .. will not just simply came .. it needs two to tango .. or maybe one also can la .. bak kata pepatah ... bertepuk sebelah tangan walaupun tak berbunyi .. tp the enjoyment of clapping the air still there .. so the least .. u still clapping .. no matter it will produce a sound or not ..

So this one girl .. she gives me the feeling .. she brought the happiness and its written all over my face .. by explain it with the sweet smiles i have .. akakaka .. and of course ... the gain of weight .. ppl say .. if u were happy .. u will gain ur weight .. so am i .. im happy = i gain weight .. a simple formula for kindergardeners to follow .. so if u wanna gain ur weight .. be happy .. tersasul lagi ..

So she .. with sweet face and fierce looking .. not fierce la .. its kinda sombong looking .. tgk org atas bawah cam die bagus sgt je .. hehe .. mmg pun die bagus .. bak kata pepatah .. tak knal maka tak cinta .. but at a glance .. i know she's special .. so i think i got the special ability lah .. ability to know ppl without knowing them .. oh God sake .. stop running out of topic ..

Ok back to the topic .. so this "she" , if u got to know her better ... u will know her tenderness .. u will always want to sing Cinta Mati by Agnes Monica .. u'd be flying .. u'd be floating in ocean of luv .. u'd be swimming with swans in the sky .. sometimes airplanes passing by and beware .. do not get eaten by 'em ..

And she .. very baik la .. always blanje mkn .. and that explains why i gain my weight .. but i've no problem with that tho many ppl around me keep asking me why i gain my weight as as me to work out so that i can be handsome again .. aakakakka ..

Its 415 in the morning and truly speaking .. i've got no idea .. my eyes berpinar-pinar .. im not sleepy but ppl say brain stop working from 12-6am .. hehe .. so sory for the lackness of idea here and karangan yg tak berapa sedap ..

But again .. if ppl ask .. wat curse im under .. im glad so say.. im under her luv .. and i dont care .. coz the happiness is mine now ..

Cinta Mati

2006-08-13T03:33:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to Cinta Mati, a nice song sing by Agnes Monica .. sgt jiwang .. hehe .. and to reveal my kemaluan .. this is the only song in my playlist now.. keep it playing it all over and over again .. tanpa bosan .. for those who may concern about the song and its lyric that can make u feel jiwang and cherish the luv with ur lover and remembering her/him .. mampu membuatkan anda jiwang dan melahirkan kesayuan di dlm hati .. merindui si dia .. hehe ..

So here the lyric:

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku rindu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku cinta

Masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan
menerima hatiku untukmu

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku rindu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku cinta

Masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan
menerima hatiku untukmu

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

Bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti
bahwa aku mencintaimu selamanya?
Bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti
bahwa aku merindukanmu selamanya?

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

To whom it may concern .. thanx for everything .. always remember me when u listen to this song .. and i know u will miss me .. ehehe .. dont jiwang2 ah ..

It has been a while ..

2006-08-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

Yes .. it has been a while .. got no mood to write .. i more to verbally express myself rather than writing mute words .. plus Pak Lah warning for internet blog and news .. wtf .. if u dont know how to rule Malaysia .. no need to get emotional and blame others .. or call someone iblis and of course .. get into bin and lift it up urself .. "susah nk jd Mr Nice guy" .. dowh .. Shit .. i dun wanna talk about this .. ppl would bang me over .. my blog could me suspended and i could be end up in ISA .. haha

Back to the topic .. the main reason why i make a come back in the blogging world is just i wanna make some money .. simple .. hyip no longer gives me lucarative money .. forex not doing very well or should i say .. i dunno how to play forex .. and google adsense is the easiest way .. is it ? nah .. i make more money in hyip then adsense .. but the main difference is .. in hyip i put my money to get some return which is yes.. a risky one .. compare to this adsense thing i just need to write and mengarut .. no one will stop me since this is my blog .. owh forget .. except Pak Lah la .. he can use ISA ..

Politicians' Politics

2006-05-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

Talking about wats going on lately is a lil bit frustated, at least for me and would be a tough angguk2 or should i called it as those dogs, which always agree to their master.

Disebalik sambutan ulangtahun UMNO yg ke 60 pada tanggal 11 Mei 2006, terselit satu pemikiran, terbelenggu lagikah kita dlm menyuarakan pendapat kita secara bebas, dan semestinya non-partisan.

Bercakap tentang non-partisan ini, wujudnya sokongan x-BBC Chairman terhadap usul pembangkang yang menyentuh tentang tingkahlaku seorang ahli parlimen BN dan usul ini ditolak oleh majoriti (atau kesemua) ahli parlimen BN yang lain, menyerlahkan lagi pendapat atau kebebasan yang disempitkan oleh partisan. Dan bahawa, Pak Lah sendiri menyatakan bahawa MP BN ni tidak seharusnya menyokong sebarang usul dari pembangkang, menguatkan lagi budaya "angguk-angguk, geleng-geleng ini". Bilakah kebebasan berbicara secara mutlak akan diberikan kepada ahli-ahli parlimen kita? Kebebasan bersuara secara mutlak juga dikuatkan dgn sokongan-sokongan ahli-ahli politik yang dengkil dan berpandangan sempit dan paling penting, demi menjaga kedudukan mereka. Bahkan, kawalan terhadap NGO dan ketidakadilan penyebaran berita oleh media-media yang taaksub dengan kerajaan ini memburukkan lagi keadaan ini. Mungkinkah polemik kebebasan suara akan muncul lagi seperti zaman Datuk Johan Jaafar ketika beliau menerajui Kumpulan Utusan. Mungkin tidak dalam arus media perdana, polemik begini kini, hanya berlaku di blog2 atau akhbar2 bebas.

Now Datuk Sharir (MP of Johor Bharu) is liberated. His resignation as Chairman of Barisan Nasional Backbenchers Club has been accepted by Najib. It seems that the man, who confessed that he was open to criticism and often criticised others, could not face rejection. I always remember what he said to Tun Mahathir when Tun expressed its frustration due to cancellation of the bridge project, He says, " Not every people will be agreed to your opinion/thoughts. If you say it out loud the thoughts, you must be prepared to the consequences, some might be agree, and some might critize you down". And now can we see, is it Shahrir or Tun that doesn't prepare to face others turn around?

Still I salute him for resigning. It's a noble act. Any leader who ceases to enjoy the support and confidence of his peers should bow out. It should be amply clear to Shahrir that his BN peers are not quite ready for transparency and for a higher level of integrity.

Although the MPs gave the impression that they opposed him because he supported a DAP motion, I think these MPs were afraid of that if the motion was adopted, all of them could in future be referred to the Privilege Committee if wrongdoing was suspected.

Shahrir told the Press that Najib had told him that he should punish himself for going against the party and that he (Shahrir) should stay resigned.

Well, now he does not have to babysit those troublesome MPs anymore, maybe he can spend more time speaking up his mind. It's nice to hear an MP who dares to sing a different tune and dance to different music.

This is freedom.

Forex

2006-04-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

Not sure why, maybe i dont have money right now and i wanna start over making money online, and then i remember .. owh .. i played forex before via marketiva .. made decent income tho .. i mean if i put lot of money .. if just using $5 .. harapan la..

So i activated back my marketiva account .. and wanna start all over again .. and login and see how much money left .. gosh .. $0.86 .. mmg harapan lagi la . .minimum to trade in forex in marketiva is $1 .. so .. should i say bubyes to Forex ..

Forex .. as i post here earlier .. if you are smart .. if you are not a lazy ass man .. and gud in analysis chart .. forex is for you .. a money machine for you .. huhu .. but not me .. maybe later .. way too damn bz right now .. sigh .. bz and lazy .. a perfect combination for a perfect life

Forex .. forex and forex .. bubyes .. c ya later when i got money ..

More-Sperm Pills

2006-04-21T17:59:00.000+08:00

4th site in my network .. Welcome to More-Sperm-Pills. As the name, this site is mainly for men who wanna show their partner(s) how great they are in (or on) bed. This site sell pills that can increase your sperm by 500%!! cool isnt it? So guys out there .. if u wanna increase your sperm volume, this is the site for you. Show your strength and power to your girl(s). Ejaculate like a porn star ..

www.More-Sperm-Pills.2rx.biz

Its really exhausting

2006-04-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

Damn bz lately, just submitted my final year project report, the first draft. Hope everything is gonna be fine, my supervisor will like it, my moderator will like it .. gosh ..

Now i have a little time to focus back into my business. Not talking about autosurfs or hyips programs that most of them are ponzi or scam, im talking about real business here. Business that can make u some money to pay ur due with efforts. Yes, efforts .. real job should involved effort shouldnt it ..?

This company, the one i work with, offering a good party by the end of this year. Will be held at Goa, India. Ive no idea why they chose that place .. but its kewl then .. with all sponsored, yes i mean all sponsored, return air tickets, 7 night accomodations, bars and room services .. girls im not sure whether its include or not ..

But still .. im too lazy to start working .. i need to get some points to get my ass there, but really .. im exhausted .. i need rest .. even writing this blog i felt lazy .. but nah .. i feel like writing .. so here i am .. writing to u ..

Pure Hoodia Gordonii .. the hottest natural diet pills in the whole world .. but .. i not making any sales .. no more .. damn .. still .. the best product to sell is sex pills.. Everybody seems to luv sex .. sigh .. maybe i should set up another website .. focusing on sex pills .. like i did before .. and the sales i made are from .. sigh .. really not interested in sex :(

So here it goes my sites again :

Natural Hoodia Pills & Generic Online Store

Feel free to visit .. and if u have extra money buy la .. :D

Pojok

2006-03-11T05:53:00.000+08:00

Martabatkan bahasa Melayu yakni bahasa kebangsaan kita serta dipanggil juga sebagai bahasa Malaysia. Bahasa Melayu ini telah dimartabatkan oleh Perlembagaan Malaysia sebagai bahasa rasmi negara Malaysia, untuk digunakan di dalam negara ini sebagai bahasa percakapan harian, bahasa urusan rasmi, bahasa untuk menyatukan pelbagai kaum yang berkongsi hidup di bumi Malaysia ini. Tercapaikah hajat itu? Tengok keadaan sekeliling dan tentukan sendiri.

Mungkin sekarang khalayak mula menyedari peri pentingnya bahasa kebangsaan ini untuk kendiri sebuah negara. Pentingnya bahasa kebangsaan ini agar tidak hilang sebab ia dijadikan bahasa kebangsaan. Pentingnya juga bahasa kebangsaan ini agar ia tidak pupus ditelan masa dan dilitupi oleh bahasa lain. Transformasi adalah tidak bagi satu bahasa. Transformasi yang dimaksudkan adalah merojakkan bahasa itu sendiri. Kemudian hari, masihkah ada identiti bahasa itu?

Setelah Menteri Pelajaran membangkitkan isu bahasa ini, barulah timbul satu kesedaran baru tentang peri pentingnya kelangsungan hidup bahasa yang indah ini. Sudah ramai membangkitkan, tapi sejak dua menjak ini, bara itu semakin membara. Mungkin kerana itu kata dari Menteri Pelajaran? Dahulu, mungkin setahun, mungkin dua tahun dahulu, atau mungkin ketika Putrajaya mula dibina, ada sesorang yang mempersoalkan kewajaran menggunakan bahasa-bahasa asing sebagai menamakan tempat dan sebagainya bagi pusat pentadbiran kerajaan ini. Isu itu hilang begitu sahaja. Tiada menteri yang ingin melakukan susulan seperti Dr. Rais Yatim melakukan susulan seperti sekarang. Mungkin kerana yang meluahkan perasaan itu hanya seorang rakyat biasa? Mungkin. Segalanya mungkin di dunia ini.

Isu bahasa tidak akan selesai, tidak dalam masa yang terdekat. Kita memerlukan transformasi secara menyeluruh, bukan kepada bahasa itu sendiri, tetapi transformasi dalam kehidupan kita. Kehidupan yang sekarang ini dipenuhi dengan bahasa-bahasa asing. Kekadang bila kita di luar sana, melihat segala poster dan iklan dan sebagainya, terfikirkah kita yang kita sekarang bukan berada di Malaysia yang bahasa kebangsaannya adalah bahasa Melayu?

Cukup menyentuh isu bahasa, isu lapuk yang tak hilang dek panas, tak reput dek hujan. Menyentuh isu yang lebih semasa, mengupas isu MAS (Malaysia Airlines atau dalam bahasa Malaysianya Penerbangan Malaysia), adalah lebih elok. Bukan sebab kerugian MAS yang hendak dibincangkan, isu itupun lapuk. Elok kita membincangkan kesan-kesan yang bakal dihadapi oleh MAS andaikata keputusan tidak memihak kepada MAS dalam penyusunan semula penerbangan domestik. Memetik Utusan Malaysia, sumber-sumber dalam industri penerbangan kebangsaan itu akan kehilangan sebahagian besar laluan-laluan domestik mereka kepada syarikat penerbangan yang lain, yang buat masa ini hanyalah kepada syarikat penerbangan tambangan murah iaitu AirAsia.

Keputusan ini, mungkin bertujuan untuk menyelamatkan kewangan MAS tetapi kesan-kesan yang lain juga mempunyai kesan-kesan yang agak kuat. Satunya, dominasi yang akan diperolehi oleh AirAsia. Seperti yang kita tahu, dominasi adalah tidak sihat. Tidak sihat untuk pengguna khususnya. Dominasi tidak mewujudkan persaingan yang sihat, membuatkan pengguna tidak dapat memilih yang terbaik buat mereka dan sudah tentunya amat disukai oleh AirAsia. Pilihan yang terbaik buat pengguna tidak sama buat semua orang, maksudnya ada individu yang lebih menitikkan soal keselesaan dari soal kewangan dan juga sebaliknya.

Kesan kepada pihak MAS pula, akan membantutkan rancangan Ketua Pegawai Eksekutif MAS, Idris Jala, untuk melaksanakan pelan pemulihan MAS. Seperti yang diumumkan tidak berapa lama dahulu, MAS ingin kawalan penuh terhadap penerbangan domestiknya. Jika keputusan penyusunan semula penerbangan domestik oleh kerajaan tidak memihak kepada MAS, pelan pemulihan mungkin gagal. Kerajaan patut memberi peluang kepada MAS, demi MAS sendiri, demi kerajaan sendiri yang juga pemegang saham terbesar MAS melalui Khazanah Nasional Sdn Bhd dan paling penting memberi keadilan kepada rakyat.

Keputusan kerajaan memberi kesan yang amat kepada keseluruhan rakyat secara amnya. Semoga kerajaan tidak tersilap membuat keputusan sekarang seperti kesilapan kerajaan menentukan dasar-dasar dan sebagainya ketika zaman pasca-kemerdekaan dulu.

Hoodia Gordonii - The Reason

2006-02-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

Nothing but surfing and nothing but boring, so I just sit down in front of my computer visiting forums and other websites, and then I found this thing, what women love the most, no other than diet pills, and to know it is 100% natural will cheer up these fellow ladies. Below is one article describing about the beauty of Hoodia Gordonii

Hoodia Gordonii - One Reason To Take It
by: Paul Callis

When Hoodia was discovered the very first animal trials to test it was with Rats. The rats that were fed with Hoodia stopped eating completely. Rats are well know as animals that will eat anything and everything. Can you believe that an animal who loves to eat anything simply switched off its desire to eat, even when foods that rats love were placed in front of them.

When the first clinical human trial was conducted with Hoodia, several morbidly obese people were placed in a unit which was a closed off area were all that they could do was to read, watch television, interact with each other, and of course eat. Half the people were given Hoodia Gordonii to take, and half were given a placebo. After fifteen days, the group that had been taking Hoodia Gordonii had reduced their calorie intake by 1000 calories a day - despite taking no exercise and not being on a diet

This is due to the active ingredient in Hoodia Gordonii, the molecule known as P57, as it imitates the effects that glucose has on your brain, signaling that you are full. Your brain has what is called a Hypothalamus. This part of your brain controls your appetite. When you eat, the glucose levels in your body rise. As these levels go up, the hypothalamus sends off a signal to your cells to stop eating. This is when you start to feel full. Hoodia Gordonii's molecule, P57, tells your brain the same exact thing, even if you haven't eaten a bite. By mimicking the effects of glucose on your brain, the hypothalamus starts to send messages to your cells which in turn, make you feel full

Hoodia is grown in the Kalahari Desert region of South Africa, Hoodia Gordonii is an all natural appetite suppressant, derived from a cactus like plant with prickly spikes. Scientists have been researching the Hoodia plant for almost a decade, and have found it to be completely free of harmful side effects.

For more information about Hoodia Gordonii Diet Pills, please visit www.Natural-Hoodia-Pills.com

About the author: Paul Callis is extremely knowledgeable in the field of sports and nutrition in the UK

Loving you

2006-01-24T04:53:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to KRU - Penjunjung Namaku .. and how I miss them so very much .. Love you mom and dad !!

Setiap titis airmata
Setiap saat nan duka
Mengajar aku erti dunia
Tak ku lupa pengorbanan kehidupan
Memikul beban di bahu nan selalu
Memberikan yang termampu

Ayahku terlalu menyayangi aku
Mendedikasikan hidupnya kepadaku
Dan ibu sentiasa ada bersama
Walau serendah mana aku
Dia tetap menjunjung namaku

Biarku belai tanganmu
Yang telah ditelan usia
Namun penuh berjasa... mulia
Terlalu lama inginku luahkan rasa
Kesyukuranku di hati
Pada dua insan paling ku sayangi

Biar ku hilang segalanya
Harta, benda ataupun nyawa
Asal tak ku hilang kau berdua
Dan aku berdoa
Semoga sejahtera selamanya
Hidup kita sekeluarga
Di dunia dan selepasnya

Langkawi

2006-01-15T05:15:00.000+08:00

Never been to Langkawi before, been dreaming of going to this island for ages, particularly for LIMA (Langkawi International Maritime and Aircraft Exhibition; am I right?) and of course Underwater World!! The enthusiam for the avitions and maritime life are in me for 15 years to keep it simple. Remember the day I with my mom went to the airport, first time when I saw aircraf, I was 7 at that time, looking at those beauty "creatures", the feeling cant stop, always be in me, wish I could fly them one time. Enough about pasts, lets talk about future. We will be going to Langkawi late at night today .. cant describe how happy I am .. maybe some of you will say "gi Langkawi pun happy giler" but only me and myself know how I really feel inside .. huhu .. Langkawi .. don't cry .. daddy's coming :D

GenericOnlineStore.com back in business!!

2006-01-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

After long time the site did not operate because of the hosting problem and my time constraint, at last, www.GenericOnlineStore.com is back in business!! I've changed the template .. prettier than old one .. hehehe .. now the motto is herbs pills .. the healthy way of life :p .. Hope this site will perform well but I need some time to optimize the keywords and do some marketing to get good traffic for this site .. well .. it feels good to be back in this business b-)

Feel free folks to visit this site but parents advisory is a must

www.GenericOnlineStore.com

Postcolonialism

2006-01-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

Bercakap tentang bahasa, ruangan rencana Mingguan Malaysia hari ini ada menyentuh tentang bahasa, tetapi secara meluasnya dibicarakan tentang mentaliti kita pada masa ini dimana tajuknya ialah "Mentaliti hamba belum hilang selepas merdeka". Suka untuk mengulas lanjut tentang isi kandungan serta maksud-maksud yang terkandung dalam pojok ini kerana memang kena dengan keadaan kebanyakan kalau tidak semua orang Melayu kalau tidak semua bangsa lain selain dari bangsa penjajah. "Postcolonialism" sudah menguasai kita.

Ruangan pojok ini menyoalkan kenapa kita cepat merendahkan prestasi serta kemampuan orang sendiri. Bila orang kita hendak berniaga, secara sinis ada yang menyindir bahawa bangsa kite memang tidak pandai berniaga. Bila berlakunya kemelut MAS yang kerugiannya beratus- juta ringgit, terdapat pandangan yang menyatakan wajar MAS diuruskan oleh warga asing. Apakah erti semua ini kalau tidak kerana jumudnya pemikiran sesetengah dari golongan ini yang berasa semua orang putih itu pandai-pandai belaka, semuanya pandai berniaga belaka. Tidak adakah perniagaan bangsa ini yg bankrap? Tidak adakah perniagaan bangsa ini yang kerugian beratus-ratus juta ringgit? British Airways, milik negara yg pernah menjajah kita serta bangsa yg kita sering agung-agungkan, pada zaman kemerosotannya dulu, kerugian beratus-ratus juta pound sterling!!

Keadaan memandang bangsa kulit putih ini sebagai bangsa yang pintar, bijak dan hanya layak
menjadi tuan kita sehaja bukan sehaja dikongsi oleh bangsa kita. Seorang penulis yg berasal
dari Trinidad, Sam Selvon menceritakan betapa semasa dia kanak-kanak dia mengenali seorang
nelayan peribumi bernama Sammy yang separuh lumpuh dan sering diejek kanak-kanak. Pada suatu hari nelayan ini membawa pembantu kulit putih, pelarian penjara mengiringinya. Selvon
masih ingat lagi akan kemarahannya kerana Sammy mengambil orang kulit putih untuk menjadi pembantunya. Padanya, perbuatan Sammy itu tidak wajar kerana yang wajar menjadi tuan ialah orang kulit putih itu, bukan Sammy! Ini berlaku kerana semasa kecil lagi dia diajar
memandang rendah kepada sesiapa sahaja yang bukan berkulit putih. Segala-galanya menjadi
ajaran di waktu pemerintahan empayar British dan Perancis di zaman lampau. Kaum penjajah
dianggap bertamadun, rasional dan pandai manakala orang kulit warna dicap sebaliknya. Di
Asia, umpamanya, bangsa Asia dipandang sinis dan negatif oleh pihak Barat pada masa lampau
demi memperkukuhkan kelebihan dan kedudukan diri mereka. Pandangan para orientalis disebarkan dan persepsi mereka menjadi realiti kepada dunia Barat, dan juga menjadi satu kenyataan bagi dunia Asia.

"Beginning Postcolonialism" mencatatkan beberapa pandangan rendah tersebut, antaranya:
Orang Arab ganas, orang India dan Melayu pemalas, orang Cina sukar ditafsir pendirian meraka. Orang Asia juga pengecut, lekas berubah sikap, ganas dan kuat nafsu.

Walaupun ramai yang menyedari akan wujudnya postcolonialism ini, namun ramai yg di antara kita yg begitu cepat menolak kemampuan negara dan warga senegara. Seperti sikap Selvon di zaman kanak-kanak: Orang putih pandai dan si kulit warna hamba belaka kedudukan meraka.

Mentaliti hamba belum hilang walaupun bendera merdeka telah berkibar sekian lama. Ada yang minda mereka tidak berubah, dan bahasa ibunda pun dipandang rendah.

Tahun Baru & Angan-angan

2006-01-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

Salah satu azam thn baru ialah nk memartabatkan bahasa Melayu, jd blog ni pun kne tulis dlm bahasa Melayu gak la .. huhu

Malam ni, mlm yg tak tau nk wat ape..lps balik dr lib, ngadap laptop, surf ape yg patut, chat dgn yg sudi .. menghantar Irna Izura ke Chilis Midvalley dgn emotion y!m je yg abjadnye ":-h". Pastu dah tak tau nk wat ape .. berchat dgn yg sudi .. menunaikan kewajiban sbg seorang Islam .. membaca e-suratkhabar, melawati forum nogold dan satu lagi forum hyip yg menjadi harapan utk dijadikan medan pelaburan .. harap2 camtu .. dgn hari pelarian setahun lebih .. dan interest yg lagi menarik dgn 12dailypro, menggongcang jiwa tul .. tp analisis yg terperinci lagi berhemah diperlukan .. lps buat benda2 yg patut .. dah tak tau nk wat ape lagi .. baring atas katil .. bace buku Rahsia Jutawan-Jutawan Internet Terbongkar oleh Irfan Khairi sampai tertdo .. bgn2 je dah kul 10 dgn perut yg amat lapa .. huhuh ..

Bercerita ttg buku Rahsia Internet oleh Irfan Khairi ni, suka utk aku buat sedikit ulasan, tgh bosan ni ape salahnye komen-mengomen .. huhu .. secara dasarnye, buku ni amat berguna utk org yg baru nk berjinak-jinak dlm dunia perniagaan dunia tanpa sempadan ni .. benda yg die tulis dlm tu rasanya semuanya benda asas .. bende yg byk terdapat dlm e-buku .. tetapi ok la sb die dlm BM .. dan sb die sdiri buat .. he walks the talk .. terckp omputih lak .. akakakak

Stocks Trade Seminar

2005-12-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

For those who are interested, there will be a stock trading seminar by a MMU lecturer, Mr Nazri Khan (was one of my lecturers, personally I like this guy, listening to his lecture u wont be bored, gave me lots of ideas and taught me how to make money but i never got a chance to apply it but will sooner or later).

As far as I know, the seminar will teach you how to trade stocks, futures, options and forex online. Yes, online stock trading!! No need to go to Bursa Malaysia.. hehe .. and I guess online stock trading is cheaper and easier than the conventional one. All you need is a pc, internet connection and the most important thing is KNOWLEDGE. Online stock trading will make us be able to make money from stocks while sitting back at home.

Trading stocks can be one of the most lucrative methods. Online stocks trading make it better. Some of the benefits are:

1. You don't need lot of money to start. USD100 or even RM100 is enough to invest in an option.
2. Time consuming .. well you just need about an hour per day to trade.
3. You can easily convert the cash to stocks or vice versa 24-7

For more info about this seminar you can visit www.thestockmentor.com

28th November 2005 - The First

2005-11-28T02:41:00.000+08:00

I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I’ll miss you
I’ll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I’ll need you
I’ll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Losing Your Weight

2005-11-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

Weight is absolutely a global issue. If you are fat (no offence), maybe you will feel low self-esteem plus bla bla bla .. even if you are not fat, you will keep thinking that you're fat, most of the girls feel this way I guess.

Btw, thinness and happiness are not synonymous. One can be fat and jolly. One can be thin and yet very unhappy. In spite of no connection between happiness and external appearance, we have convinced ourselves that kilograms and inches measure our self-worth and yield us happiness. Happiness stems from within and not without.

"Because I feel fat, therefore I am," is wrong reasoning. I have seen people who are slim by social norms but they have convinced themselves that they are oversized. Some feel that a part of their body is so out of proportion that they can't feel good about the rest of themselves.
Have you heard, "people lie, mirrors don't?" Mirrors do lie. It depends who is looking in the mirror. Some of us are very unforgiving and critical of ourselves. "Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who is the ugliest of them all?" and mirror says, "You.". Trust me, mirror is lying to you right in your face. Look at yourself with a kinder eye. Have compassion and respect for yourself just the way you are.

If you still feel that you are a fat person, don't worry. Lot of supplements and drugs are created to make you feel you are the most beautiful (or maybe toughest) person in .. erm.. your room..

Now lets talk about weight loss supplement. Lets talk about Hoodia Gordonii. If you havent heard about the supplement Hoodia, there's no doubt you will very soon. Hoodia, a natural appetite suppressant is earning attention as a potentially powerful weapon in the war against obesity and person whom focusing on losing weight. Here a some points about Hoodia if you think you are interested to know:

1. Hoodia looks like a cactus. Bushmen from the area have been using hoodia for centuries to help ward off hunger during long trips in the desert. Thats why they are thin. Hehe
2. Hodia is entirely natural, it is not a drug.
3. Only the gordonii variation of hoodia has appetite suppressant abilities.
4. Hoodia tricks the brain into thinking you've eaten, and makes you feel full.
5. Hoodia may work right away, or may take several weeks.
6. Key results of hoodia reported include a reduced interest in food, delay in the time after eating befuer hunger sets in again, feeling full more quickly, and general feeling of well-being.
7. Hoodia is not a stimulant, and has no known side effects.
8. Hoodia apperas to be safe for most people.

Sad & Blues

2005-11-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't..

First Sale At Last

2005-11-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

At last .. I got the first sale in 3 or 4 months running into this affiliate program. It was tough.. really tough.. the market is huge but the competition is massive..its really hard to make money this way.. well, all I can say that auto-surf will give more money with less effort..but to quit is not the right thing..I'm looking for different ways to make my money..hope so..

What is auto-surf

2005-10-01T13:49:00.000+08:00

Auto-surf is a paid to surf program. You buy an upgrade .. and you will gain % of your upgrade for a certain period .. daily. For instance .. we take 12dailypro program .. if you buy an upgrade cost $30 .. u will get 12% of your upgrade daily for 12 days .. means 144% of your upgrade la at the end of 12 days .. so will gain 44% profit !! ($30 x 0.12 x 12 = $43.20 ; $13.20 profit in just 12 days)

Bear in mind not all auto-surf programs are paying. Some of them are scams. They take your money and then chow .. so beware .. just play with the money you afford to lose.

How To Get Started

2005-09-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to write .. but here is the brief ..

First open an internet payment processor, something like paypal .. but unfortunately paypal is not widely used in auto-surf and hyips .. not sure why .. but here are my suggestions:

1) E-Gold (the value is based on gold!)

Advantages :
- Easy to create and account .. no need to have credit cards watsoeva to verified like damn paypal
- Low fee (1%)
- You can easily sell your e-gold money to others (to get RM back).. mcm grg pisang panas
- You can fund it to your ATM Debit Card if you have any ..

Disadvantages :
- Hard to buy e-gold money (ramai nk beli tak ramai nk jual)
- basically e-gold is just used for internet investment like auto-surfs and hyips
- Kalo nk sruh dorg anta duit .. bkn duit dorg anta .. emas yg dorg anta kt umah korg ..

2) StormPay

Advantages :
- Easy to create an account .. no need to have credit cards watsoeva to verified like damn paypal
- If you got credit cards .. you can fund your stormpay account with them ..
- Second fav internet payment after damn paypal, u can buy things from internet, auctions bla bla bla .. like damn paypal la ..
- You can request your money and they will send you a check .. right to your home address ..
- Can fund it to your ATM Debit Card if you have any la ..

Disadvantages :
- The fee is quite high (about 3%)
- If you wanna sell back your stormpay money .. hard to find buyers
- Hard to find sellers

These e-currencies u can buy and sell them at www.nogold.com Malaysians forum where we discuss about how to make money online and stuff like that ..

Second .. dah ade duit dlm e-currency .. join the program (click at the banner above) and activate your account bla bla bla .. but plz remember .. before u surf .. u must buy upgrades .. after buy upgrades then baru la surf .. kalo tak rugi la % on that day .. just my 2 cents ..

If you got any doubt .. y!m me .. im lazy to write more .. better study .. final esok lusa jer .. adeh .. utk penerangan lanjut sila la bace FAQ dorang ..

12dailypro

2005-09-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

YES .. i make money from this site (look at the banner above!) ..and you can too .. everyone in this world can make money from this site .. the requirement is just a pc with internet connection .. some money to buy upgrades (yes you have to invest first in order to lot more money) and guts to invest online .. this industry is a risky one but the more risk you take .. the more money you gain .. risiko tanggung sdiri .. hehe .. and remember .. just play with the money you are prepared to lose!

At last

2005-08-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

At last, i got my payment from 12dailypro.. huhuhuhu .. they really pay!! I put some money again in them. Make money online full with excitment. Sometimes when you lose your money you will bloddy mad and when you got back your money, YAHOOOO!!!

Convocation, Examination and Me

2005-08-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

Sunday August 7 2006 : Convocation
Its really good to see my brother at last finishes his study and working now.. hope he can give me some money soon :p .. went to Melaka to attend his convocation .. not only convocation .. but family gathering too .. huhuhu .. with my parents future daughters in law .. hehehe ..

Examination
Lazy to study .. and that laziness has been paid today ..

Me
Keep myself busy with online thingy .. hope can get some profit soon as some of them have been put into my account ..

:-|

2005-08-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

I Am Totally Not Into This Making Money Online Thingy...But I Totally Support Him.
Go Faizal Iman Go!!!
Mwahss!! :-*

Making Websites

2005-08-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

Now i'm into new obsession .. making a website .. at least I got an artwork published on the internet .. hehe ..

First thing first.. got to find a domain suitable for myself and a host.. Obviously free hosting is my priority.. and yahoo domain and hosting is my first choice : geocities .. but i dont really like be in yahoo .. maybe because geocities itself shows i only got a free website .. hehee .. then i joined bravehost .. but i dont really like the design .. though it got plenty of features and stuff to put into your website but i found its hard to control the design of your website and i quite irritate with the ads in my website .. its free so bravehost simply put the ads on your website ..

Then i read PC Plus and got and idea to built a blog for myself .. i think its not bad .. u can write anything about wateva u like .. u can bla bla bla .. non-stop .. no one gonna kill u .. huhuhu .. i hope so

E-Gold Transaction

2005-08-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, just bought USD20 e-gold currency from someone. Just paid him via channel-e and get the money as soon as the transfer is completed. The cost is RM3.65 per USD1. So totally i paid RM79. Credit to this person for his reliable and fast service .. if i'm not mistaken his name is Fakruddin Abdullah .. from KL.

Before this transaction, i also made one e-gold transaction (not a transaction yet i guess). Paid him about RM90 for USD20 e-gold currency (RM3.65 per USD1 plus RM12 processing fee). Till now yet to accept my e-gold. He's Singaporean and transfer the money to his Maybank. He said its gonna take a while .. till know as he said the money hasnt arrive to him yet but my money has been deducted .. x_X .. dunno if i've been cheated .. hope not .. i made a deal with him cause i see his reputation .. but who knows .. anything can happen ..

The moral is .. I should have be patient .. should have wait lil longer .. study the market .. not only go to one "shop" only.. there's plenty of shop out there and some of them offer better prices.. should learn something from this .. :(

Malaysia PC Plus

2005-08-05T04:34:00.000+08:00

Hardly read magazines before but after lepaking at Starbucks with Irna Izura and read one of the magazines there titled Computer Active i've become interested be "ulat majalah". huhu .. try to search around Alamanda for the latest edition but unfortunately all sold out (quite kewl this magazine) ... Then i just bought Malaysia PC Plus, mainly because i'm interested in its features - How to create website, the fast and easy way!! I always adore my brother for his creativity in designing such great websites ..maybe there's a gen in our family but i still can't reveal it in me :p

Heylo World

2005-08-05T02:35:00.000+08:00

This is my first time posting ... usually just read what people wrote about their lives but now i got my own chance to write about me, my point of views and how my life goes on ..