Ramadhan ini ..

Ramadhan .. datang lagi ..
Membawa seribu berkat seribu rahmat ..
Tapi aku masih aku ..
Mencari-cari sinar keimanan ..
Yang secara simboliknya adalah aku sendiri ..
Bilakah akan kuinsafi diri ini ..
Terlalu banyak noda .. terlampau penuh dosa ..
Bilakah akan kusucikan diri ini ..
Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini ..
Tapi hati ini keras ..
Keras untuk menggunakan nikmat Allah turunkan di bulan ini ..
Ku sedih ..
Ku tangisi ..
Tapi kesedihan dan tangisan ..
Tiada gunanya tanpa keazaman ..
Tanpa keyakinan kendiri untuk berubah ..
Untuk menjadi insan yg taat kepada-Nya ..
Menjadi insan yang menginsafi segala perbuatan di muka bumi-Nya ..
Agar dikemudian hari tiada dia menyesal ..
Menangisi di dalam kehangatan Jahanam ..
Tapi semalam takkan hadir ..
Jadi ..
Ikthiarlah di Ramadhan ini ..
Berimanlah kita ..

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I have a site .. that site name is esaudagar.com ..

1st planning for the site was to make it a e-currency exchanger site .. but the breakdown of 12dp and the capital shortage made me change my mind instead .. So i was looking for something that not using so much capital and easy to manage ..

Then .. this crazy head pop-up an idea to make a auction site .. i can get a free script (or maybe i should say a nulled one) and i can get money from the advertising .. But then .. not a good idea .. cannot fight la with lelong and ebay .. and this site almost forgotten by me due to you know .. study..

So .. after hectic months .. surf back the site and start to think and think what should i do .. Not to wasting the domain name and hosting that cost hundreds .. so i guess .. just do anything that at least can derive a penny from it ..

And .. the blog came up .. i thought its easy to manage .. and now the trend is ppl tend to surfing blog more than normal website .. so i thought i just made a blog that relatively sharing information, differ from this blog which i can write anything i want in what language i want no matter about the grammar mistake nor the tatabahasa and of course rojak watsoeva la .. even like standard 1 writting essay .. i dont care .. i just write and write and write .. why use extravagant english if nobody reads this blog .. it just meant for search engine and of course.. damn bots ..

So back to esaudagar.. well .. this sharing information blog is for anything that i think it might be valuable for internet surfers .. like tips & tricks and software .. and no worries .. no merapu will be there ..

Happy to surf there: www.esaudagar.com; it has everything you need .. tips & tricks, software and scripts and many more .. feel free to visit ..

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A tribute to Tun Dr Mahathir

It saddens me at how current government leaders are treating Dr Mahathir. I was not a great fan of Dr Mahathir when he assumed the country leadership way back in 1982. In fact, I was studying oversea and wondering how could such an 'ultra' person be entrusted to lead our beloved country. Indeed I was predicted 'glooms' for Malaysia. But with Allah's grace, Malaysia on the other hand propelled into greater heights & Dr Mahathir proven to be very a effective and world reknowned leader. Whenever I compared other countries & their leaders against our country with Dr Mahathir at the helm, I could not help but rejoice at how lucky we were to be given such a great leader in Dr Mahathir. Below posting best reflect how I felt for Dr. Mahathir. ( To original poster, my apology for copying your posting without prior permission, TQ)

JUSTICE said...

Mahathir, please bring back our dignity.

Coming back from my travels around the world, I can say that people everywhere, especially in Third World countries, are full of praise and admiration for Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad. It shocks and saddens me to see how ungrateful Malaysians are. We have with us, a national icon, a man who selflessly and tirelessly dedicated 22 years of his life to what he thought was best for this country.

Now we are tearing him apart, insulting and ridiculing him. Look at the development around us, the skyscrapers, the highways, the monorails, the LRT, the office buildings, the residential areas and the small towns mushrooming everywhere.

We are where we are today because of Tun Mahathir. Other Asian and Third World countries envy us and tells me how lucky we are to have such a brilliant and foresighted leader who cares for his people. An Indonesian man told me, ‘Orang Melayu memang mudah lupa, kalau tak bisa sama Pak Mahathir, serahkan saja pada kami!’ An American professor who met Dr M told me, ‘He is a political genius born too far ahead of his time, one of the exceptional living leaders of all time’.

Tun Mahathir instilled the most important things in all Malaysians - our national pride and confidence. He brought ‘soul’ to our country with his aggressive and dynamic leadership. He taught us never to bow to anyone and to have the ‘Malaysia Boleh’ attitude. He was very passionate about a Malaysian ‘first’ in everything from commerce to business to sports.
It was during his legacy that I (now 41) and many other Malaysians became proud to be a Malaysian. When Tun was in power, he was the pulse of the nation. Malaysia was alive. People were inspired. He was a high achiever and demanded only the best.

Yes, he was also controversial, a hard critic of Western double standards, never mincing his words. Yet, they all couldn’t help but admire and respect him. At his last Asean meeting in Jakarta, President Megawati and President Aroyyo wept, knowing the region, too, would lose a great leader.

And what is happening in our country today? He is being shot down by the very people that he brought up. What disgust me the most is that not one Malay leader has come to his defence. His former cabinet that once worshiped him has now abandoned him. Their standard reply is , ‘We gave our support to Tun as PM before and now we give our support to Pak Lah who is the PM now’.

Where is their conscience and integrity? It is scary indeed. We probably should bring back Umno veterans like Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah and Tun Musa Hitam. At least, these people still have principles.

It is so sad that Malaysians can’t value a living treasure. Is it so difficult to believe that there exist among the Malays a true patriot whose aim in life is to do what is best for his country, a Malay who is sincere and incorruptible? Look at the man himself. What has he got to achieve this late in his life now by doing what he is doing today?

A crook and a tyrant would never give up his power especially when he is at the pinnacle. If Tun had other agendas, why didn’t he remain as senior minister, or place his sons in prominent Umno positions to secure himself? At that time, those cowardly Umno members would kiss his ass for anything.

If Tun was ever corrupt or abused his powers for his own personal self, he would not even dare open the can of worms everyone is saying he now has. After 22 years, don’t you think they would have crawled out by now? Common sense tells you that if he was ever corrupt during his time, he would not dare speak out so boldly against his successor knowing full well the government of the day holds all his records.

He speaks without fear or favour against corruption and abuse of power like one completely incapable of doing it. Because he is.
Once upon a time I was proud to be a Malay and a Malaysian. Now, I bow my head in shame. Tun Mahathir, please bring back our dignity.


credit to: "Malay - MyKMU"

Malaysia kini ..

Terlalu banyak isu .. dari kes pertikaian Tun Dr M dgn Pak Lah, penguasaan barua Singapura dalam akhbar NSTP hinggalah kepada seorang anak Melayu yang menyatakan dia nampak bodoh kalo bercakap Melayu .. Terasa sakit di hati ingin mengulas kenyataan seorang pelakon popular, biarpun rakan dan taulan ada yg mempertahankan pelakon yg masih muda ini.. Pertahankan pun boleh, tapi kalo kita ikut persekitaran, maka kita tak patut mempertahankan dia, sekadar pandangan saya .. Yalah kan .. kalo duk kt England ke US ke berbelas2 tahun sampai bahasa Melayu tonggang terbalik tu .. boleh diterima .. ni duk dgn Malaysia, berlakon dalam filem yg berbahasa Melayu (tp rasa byk English dlm filem beliau, i don't know, i'm not involved (cam ayat Pak Lah la lak)), dan saya yakin rakan dan taulan beliau ramai Melayu, dan juga, beliau ada menonton program di tv tempatan .. Mane la tau kot2 24/7 asyik HBO ke, StarWorld ke .. takkan la .. tak reti bercakap bahasa Melayu .. maksud saya .. takkan la nampak bodoh kalo cakap bahasa Melayu kalo persekitaran kite ni byk juga komunikasi dlm bahasa Melayu, even seorang bangsat yg bodoh kalo duk berbelas2 tahun kt US .. boleh ajer berkomunikasi dlm bahasa Inggeris .. siap dgn slang2 .. walhal kt umah die .. berbicara dalam bahasa ibunda die .. Kalo die nk ckp ketunggang-langganan dia dan malu takut itu memperbodohkan beliau, pak menteri kite Samy Velu selamber je ckp bahasa Melayu .. tatabahasa ntah ke mana .. nahu ntah ke mane .. tp die tak peduli .. he shows the effort to speak the language .. our language!!

Berbalik kepada isu lain .. yakni kepada isu yg lagi besar melibatkan negara .. iaitu perbalahan antara Tun Dr M dgn Pak Lah .. setelah sekian banyak kite dihidangkan dgn sokongan2 pak Menteri, MT UMNO, ketua2 bahagian, ketua2 Pemuda dsb .. tertarik saya dgn keberanian seorang ketua bahagian UMNO yg berani melawan arus .. demi memperjuangkan nasib bangsa, bukan sekadar hanya angguk2 geleng2 demi menjaga periuk nasi sendiri .. biarlah bangsa sdiri terumbang ambing .. asal mereka dapat hisap curut Havana .. Kepada Ketua Bahagian UMNO Seremban, Datuk Ishak bin Ismail .. saya amat berbesar hati dgn ade nya Datuk yang berkedudukan yang berani secara tegas memohon kebenaran yg selama ini kita cari .. bukan selama ini mungkin .. sejak 3 tahun lepas lebih tepat .. Berikut adalah petikan daripada Malaysiakini ..:

"Umno Bahagian Seremban memberi amaran akan mengundang bekas Perdana Menteri Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad memberi ceramah jika pemimpin tertinggi Umno masih terus menghentam dan menyekat beliau daripada bertemu rakyat.

Ketua Umno bahagian tersebut, Datuk Ishak Ismail berkata, pada masa ini banyak pihak yang cuba memalukan Dr Mahathri dan tidak memberi layanan adil kepada beliau.

Katanya, mengapa mereka bising apabila bekas Presiden Umno bercakap, “sedangkan apa yang diperkatakan itu ada kebenarannya”.

Sehingga hari ini, katanya, Perdana Menteri Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi sendiri belum menjawab sebarang soalan yang dikemukakan oleh Dr Mahathir.

“Saya telah menyuarakan perkara ini ketika berucap dalam mesyuarat perwakilan Umno Bahagian Seremban Ahad lalu dan para perwakilan setuju dengan perkara itu (Tun Dr Mahahthir berucap di Seremban).

“Kami bukan menentang kepimpinan yang ada sekarang tetapi sebagai bekas Presiden Umno, Tun Dr Mahathir perlu dilayan dengan adil dan bukannya mengecam dan menutup mulut beliau seperti sekarang,” katanya.

Mesyuarat perwakilan bahagian berkenaan telah dirasmikan oleh Ahli Majlis Tertinggi Umno, Datuk Seri Rais Yatim yang juga Menteri Kebudayaan, Kesenian dan Warisan. Mesyuarat tersebut dihadiri oleh 312 perwakilan, dari 68 cawangan, termasuk dari Pergerakan Pemuda, Wanita dan Puteri Umno.

Putus lepas Ramadhan

Bagaimanapun, Ishak menegaskan bahawa kata putus mengenai perkara tersebut akan dibuat selepas bulan Ramadhan kerana pihaknya masih mahu melihat perkembangan semasa terlebih dahulu.

Beliau berkata, perwakilan Umno Bahagian Seremban setuju bahawa apa yang diperkatakan oleh Dr Mahathir mengenai Jambatan Bengkok, Proton, permit import yang dibenarkan (AP) dan penjualan MV Augusta adalah benar belaka.

“Jawaban yang diberikan oleh menteri-menteri kabinet pula lebih merupakan kepada untuk membodek Datuk Seri Abdullah dan bukannya untuk menjawab pertanyaan bekas Perdana Menteri,” katanya lagi.

Ditanya mengenai perbezaan gaya kepimpinan antara Abdullah dan Dr Mahathir, Ishak berkata: “Dr Mahathir seorang pemimpin yang tegas dan berprinsip manakala Abdullah baik untuk dibuat kawan.”

Ishak berkata, di zaman Dr Mahathir dahulu, ahli Umno termasuk mereka yang pernah menentang parti, bebas bersuara dan mengkritik pemimpin negara.

“Apa yang berlaku sekarang ini adalah sebaliknya di mana bekas Perdana Menteri dan bekas Presiden Umno dilarang bertemu ahli Umno,” katanya."

Marilah kita mendoakan semoga ini semua berakhir .. kembalikanlah Malaysia yg dahulu wahai Pak Lah .. sudah sampai masanya anda berundur .. sudah pahit hidup ini .. sudah sedih diri ini mengenangkan segala-galanya berlaku di zaman anda .. menangis hati ini bile IFC menginjak-nginjakkan agama yg tercinta .. dan anda senyap buat masa yg agak lama .. biarpun menteri MELAYU dan ISLAM (?) anda menyalak-nyalak menyokong IFC .. owh saye lupa .. anak anda Nori adalah org kuat Sister in Islam dan juga menyokong IFC .. Pak Lah .. turunlah dgn terhormat sebelum anda diturunkan dgn cara yg hina .. berundurlah .. tolonglah pergi dr hidup kami ..

She

How should I start this?

The unique feeling of being with a person that u feel happy .. no matter wat u do .. even to crying, the feeling is still happy .. logika?

So this feeling .. the unique feeling .. will not just simply came .. it needs two to tango .. or maybe one also can la .. bak kata pepatah ... bertepuk sebelah tangan walaupun tak berbunyi .. tp the enjoyment of clapping the air still there .. so the least .. u still clapping .. no matter it will produce a sound or not ..

So this one girl .. she gives me the feeling .. she brought the happiness and its written all over my face .. by explain it with the sweet smiles i have .. akakaka .. and of course ... the gain of weight .. ppl say .. if u were happy .. u will gain ur weight .. so am i .. im happy = i gain weight .. a simple formula for kindergardeners to follow .. so if u wanna gain ur weight .. be happy .. tersasul lagi ..

So she .. with sweet face and fierce looking .. not fierce la .. its kinda sombong looking .. tgk org atas bawah cam die bagus sgt je .. hehe .. mmg pun die bagus .. bak kata pepatah .. tak knal maka tak cinta .. but at a glance .. i know she's special .. so i think i got the special ability lah .. ability to know ppl without knowing them .. oh God sake .. stop running out of topic ..

Ok back to the topic .. so this "she" , if u got to know her better ... u will know her tenderness .. u will always want to sing Cinta Mati by Agnes Monica .. u'd be flying .. u'd be floating in ocean of luv .. u'd be swimming with swans in the sky .. sometimes airplanes passing by and beware .. do not get eaten by 'em ..

And she .. very baik la .. always blanje mkn .. and that explains why i gain my weight .. but i've no problem with that tho many ppl around me keep asking me why i gain my weight as as me to work out so that i can be handsome again .. aakakakka ..

Its 415 in the morning and truly speaking .. i've got no idea .. my eyes berpinar-pinar .. im not sleepy but ppl say brain stop working from 12-6am .. hehe .. so sory for the lackness of idea here and karangan yg tak berapa sedap ..

But again .. if ppl ask .. wat curse im under .. im glad so say.. im under her luv .. and i dont care .. coz the happiness is mine now ..

Cinta Mati

Currently listening to Cinta Mati, a nice song sing by Agnes Monica .. sgt jiwang .. hehe .. and to reveal my kemaluan .. this is the only song in my playlist now.. keep it playing it all over and over again .. tanpa bosan .. for those who may concern about the song and its lyric that can make u feel jiwang and cherish the luv with ur lover and remembering her/him .. mampu membuatkan anda jiwang dan melahirkan kesayuan di dlm hati .. merindui si dia .. hehe ..

So here the lyric:

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku rindu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku cinta

Masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan
menerima hatiku untukmu

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku rindu

Bagaimana caranya untuk
agar kau mengerti bahwa
aku cinta

Masihkah mungkin,
hatimu berkenan
menerima hatiku untukmu

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

Bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti
bahwa aku mencintaimu selamanya?
Bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti
bahwa aku merindukanmu selamanya?

Cintaku sedalam samudra
setinggi langit diangkasa
kepadamu

Cintaku sebesar dunia
seluas jagad raya ini
kepadamu
kepadamu

To whom it may concern .. thanx for everything .. always remember me when u listen to this song .. and i know u will miss me .. ehehe .. dont jiwang2 ah ..

It has been a while ..

Yes .. it has been a while .. got no mood to write .. i more to verbally express myself rather than writing mute words .. plus Pak Lah warning for internet blog and news .. wtf .. if u dont know how to rule Malaysia .. no need to get emotional and blame others .. or call someone iblis and of course .. get into bin and lift it up urself .. "susah nk jd Mr Nice guy" .. dowh .. Shit .. i dun wanna talk about this .. ppl would bang me over .. my blog could me suspended and i could be end up in ISA .. haha

Back to the topic .. the main reason why i make a come back in the blogging world is just i wanna make some money .. simple .. hyip no longer gives me lucarative money .. forex not doing very well or should i say .. i dunno how to play forex .. and google adsense is the easiest way .. is it ? nah .. i make more money in hyip then adsense .. but the main difference is .. in hyip i put my money to get some return which is yes.. a risky one .. compare to this adsense thing i just need to write and mengarut .. no one will stop me since this is my blog .. owh forget .. except Pak Lah la .. he can use ISA ..

Politicians' Politics

Talking about wats going on lately is a lil bit frustated, at least for me and would be a tough angguk2 or should i called it as those dogs, which always agree to their master.

Disebalik sambutan ulangtahun UMNO yg ke 60 pada tanggal 11 Mei 2006, terselit satu pemikiran, terbelenggu lagikah kita dlm menyuarakan pendapat kita secara bebas, dan semestinya non-partisan.

Bercakap tentang non-partisan ini, wujudnya sokongan x-BBC Chairman terhadap usul pembangkang yang menyentuh tentang tingkahlaku seorang ahli parlimen BN dan usul ini ditolak oleh majoriti (atau kesemua) ahli parlimen BN yang lain, menyerlahkan lagi pendapat atau kebebasan yang disempitkan oleh partisan. Dan bahawa, Pak Lah sendiri menyatakan bahawa MP BN ni tidak seharusnya menyokong sebarang usul dari pembangkang, menguatkan lagi budaya "angguk-angguk, geleng-geleng ini". Bilakah kebebasan berbicara secara mutlak akan diberikan kepada ahli-ahli parlimen kita? Kebebasan bersuara secara mutlak juga dikuatkan dgn sokongan-sokongan ahli-ahli politik yang dengkil dan berpandangan sempit dan paling penting, demi menjaga kedudukan mereka. Bahkan, kawalan terhadap NGO dan ketidakadilan penyebaran berita oleh media-media yang taaksub dengan kerajaan ini memburukkan lagi keadaan ini. Mungkinkah polemik kebebasan suara akan muncul lagi seperti zaman Datuk Johan Jaafar ketika beliau menerajui Kumpulan Utusan. Mungkin tidak dalam arus media perdana, polemik begini kini, hanya berlaku di blog2 atau akhbar2 bebas.

Now Datuk Sharir (MP of Johor Bharu) is liberated. His resignation as Chairman of Barisan Nasional Backbenchers Club has been accepted by Najib. It seems that the man, who confessed that he was open to criticism and often criticised others, could not face rejection. I always remember what he said to Tun Mahathir when Tun expressed its frustration due to cancellation of the bridge project, He says, " Not every people will be agreed to your opinion/thoughts. If you say it out loud the thoughts, you must be prepared to the consequences, some might be agree, and some might critize you down". And now can we see, is it Shahrir or Tun that doesn't prepare to face others turn around?

Still I salute him for resigning. It's a noble act. Any leader who ceases to enjoy the support and confidence of his peers should bow out. It should be amply clear to Shahrir that his BN peers are not quite ready for transparency and for a higher level of integrity.

Although the MPs gave the impression that they opposed him because he supported a DAP motion, I think these MPs were afraid of that if the motion was adopted, all of them could in future be referred to the Privilege Committee if wrongdoing was suspected.

Shahrir told the Press that Najib had told him that he should punish himself for going against the party and that he (Shahrir) should stay resigned.

Well, now he does not have to babysit those troublesome MPs anymore, maybe he can spend more time speaking up his mind. It's nice to hear an MP who dares to sing a different tune and dance to different music.

This is freedom.

Forex

Not sure why, maybe i dont have money right now and i wanna start over making money online, and then i remember .. owh .. i played forex before via marketiva .. made decent income tho .. i mean if i put lot of money .. if just using $5 .. harapan la..

So i activated back my marketiva account .. and wanna start all over again .. and login and see how much money left .. gosh .. $0.86 .. mmg harapan lagi la . .minimum to trade in forex in marketiva is $1 .. so .. should i say bubyes to Forex ..

Forex .. as i post here earlier .. if you are smart .. if you are not a lazy ass man .. and gud in analysis chart .. forex is for you .. a money machine for you .. huhu .. but not me .. maybe later .. way too damn bz right now .. sigh .. bz and lazy .. a perfect combination for a perfect life

Forex .. forex and forex .. bubyes .. c ya later when i got money ..

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Its really exhausting

Damn bz lately, just submitted my final year project report, the first draft. Hope everything is gonna be fine, my supervisor will like it, my moderator will like it .. gosh ..

Now i have a little time to focus back into my business. Not talking about autosurfs or hyips programs that most of them are ponzi or scam, im talking about real business here. Business that can make u some money to pay ur due with efforts. Yes, efforts .. real job should involved effort shouldnt it ..?

This company, the one i work with, offering a good party by the end of this year. Will be held at Goa, India. Ive no idea why they chose that place .. but its kewl then .. with all sponsored, yes i mean all sponsored, return air tickets, 7 night accomodations, bars and room services .. girls im not sure whether its include or not ..

But still .. im too lazy to start working .. i need to get some points to get my ass there, but really .. im exhausted .. i need rest .. even writing this blog i felt lazy .. but nah .. i feel like writing .. so here i am .. writing to u ..

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Pojok

Martabatkan bahasa Melayu yakni bahasa kebangsaan kita serta dipanggil juga sebagai bahasa Malaysia. Bahasa Melayu ini telah dimartabatkan oleh Perlembagaan Malaysia sebagai bahasa rasmi negara Malaysia, untuk digunakan di dalam negara ini sebagai bahasa percakapan harian, bahasa urusan rasmi, bahasa untuk menyatukan pelbagai kaum yang berkongsi hidup di bumi Malaysia ini. Tercapaikah hajat itu? Tengok keadaan sekeliling dan tentukan sendiri.

Mungkin sekarang khalayak mula menyedari peri pentingnya bahasa kebangsaan ini untuk kendiri sebuah negara. Pentingnya bahasa kebangsaan ini agar tidak hilang sebab ia dijadikan bahasa kebangsaan. Pentingnya juga bahasa kebangsaan ini agar ia tidak pupus ditelan masa dan dilitupi oleh bahasa lain. Transformasi adalah tidak bagi satu bahasa. Transformasi yang dimaksudkan adalah merojakkan bahasa itu sendiri. Kemudian hari, masihkah ada identiti bahasa itu?

Setelah Menteri Pelajaran membangkitkan isu bahasa ini, barulah timbul satu kesedaran baru tentang peri pentingnya kelangsungan hidup bahasa yang indah ini. Sudah ramai membangkitkan, tapi sejak dua menjak ini, bara itu semakin membara. Mungkin kerana itu kata dari Menteri Pelajaran? Dahulu, mungkin setahun, mungkin dua tahun dahulu, atau mungkin ketika Putrajaya mula dibina, ada sesorang yang mempersoalkan kewajaran menggunakan bahasa-bahasa asing sebagai menamakan tempat dan sebagainya bagi pusat pentadbiran kerajaan ini. Isu itu hilang begitu sahaja. Tiada menteri yang ingin melakukan susulan seperti Dr. Rais Yatim melakukan susulan seperti sekarang. Mungkin kerana yang meluahkan perasaan itu hanya seorang rakyat biasa? Mungkin. Segalanya mungkin di dunia ini.

Isu bahasa tidak akan selesai, tidak dalam masa yang terdekat. Kita memerlukan transformasi secara menyeluruh, bukan kepada bahasa itu sendiri, tetapi transformasi dalam kehidupan kita. Kehidupan yang sekarang ini dipenuhi dengan bahasa-bahasa asing. Kekadang bila kita di luar sana, melihat segala poster dan iklan dan sebagainya, terfikirkah kita yang kita sekarang bukan berada di Malaysia yang bahasa kebangsaannya adalah bahasa Melayu?

Cukup menyentuh isu bahasa, isu lapuk yang tak hilang dek panas, tak reput dek hujan. Menyentuh isu yang lebih semasa, mengupas isu MAS (Malaysia Airlines atau dalam bahasa Malaysianya Penerbangan Malaysia), adalah lebih elok. Bukan sebab kerugian MAS yang hendak dibincangkan, isu itupun lapuk. Elok kita membincangkan kesan-kesan yang bakal dihadapi oleh MAS andaikata keputusan tidak memihak kepada MAS dalam penyusunan semula penerbangan domestik. Memetik Utusan Malaysia, sumber-sumber dalam industri penerbangan kebangsaan itu akan kehilangan sebahagian besar laluan-laluan domestik mereka kepada syarikat penerbangan yang lain, yang buat masa ini hanyalah kepada syarikat penerbangan tambangan murah iaitu AirAsia.

Keputusan ini, mungkin bertujuan untuk menyelamatkan kewangan MAS tetapi kesan-kesan yang lain juga mempunyai kesan-kesan yang agak kuat. Satunya, dominasi yang akan diperolehi oleh AirAsia. Seperti yang kita tahu, dominasi adalah tidak sihat. Tidak sihat untuk pengguna khususnya. Dominasi tidak mewujudkan persaingan yang sihat, membuatkan pengguna tidak dapat memilih yang terbaik buat mereka dan sudah tentunya amat disukai oleh AirAsia. Pilihan yang terbaik buat pengguna tidak sama buat semua orang, maksudnya ada individu yang lebih menitikkan soal keselesaan dari soal kewangan dan juga sebaliknya.

Kesan kepada pihak MAS pula, akan membantutkan rancangan Ketua Pegawai Eksekutif MAS, Idris Jala, untuk melaksanakan pelan pemulihan MAS. Seperti yang diumumkan tidak berapa lama dahulu, MAS ingin kawalan penuh terhadap penerbangan domestiknya. Jika keputusan penyusunan semula penerbangan domestik oleh kerajaan tidak memihak kepada MAS, pelan pemulihan mungkin gagal. Kerajaan patut memberi peluang kepada MAS, demi MAS sendiri, demi kerajaan sendiri yang juga pemegang saham terbesar MAS melalui Khazanah Nasional Sdn Bhd dan paling penting memberi keadilan kepada rakyat.

Keputusan kerajaan memberi kesan yang amat kepada keseluruhan rakyat secara amnya. Semoga kerajaan tidak tersilap membuat keputusan sekarang seperti kesilapan kerajaan menentukan dasar-dasar dan sebagainya ketika zaman pasca-kemerdekaan dulu.

Hoodia Gordonii - The Reason

Nothing but surfing and nothing but boring, so I just sit down in front of my computer visiting forums and other websites, and then I found this thing, what women love the most, no other than diet pills, and to know it is 100% natural will cheer up these fellow ladies. Below is one article describing about the beauty of Hoodia Gordonii

Hoodia Gordonii - One Reason To Take It
by: Paul Callis

When Hoodia was discovered the very first animal trials to test it was with Rats. The rats that were fed with Hoodia stopped eating completely. Rats are well know as animals that will eat anything and everything. Can you believe that an animal who loves to eat anything simply switched off its desire to eat, even when foods that rats love were placed in front of them.

When the first clinical human trial was conducted with Hoodia, several morbidly obese people were placed in a unit which was a closed off area were all that they could do was to read, watch television, interact with each other, and of course eat. Half the people were given Hoodia Gordonii to take, and half were given a placebo. After fifteen days, the group that had been taking Hoodia Gordonii had reduced their calorie intake by 1000 calories a day - despite taking no exercise and not being on a diet

This is due to the active ingredient in Hoodia Gordonii, the molecule known as P57, as it imitates the effects that glucose has on your brain, signaling that you are full. Your brain has what is called a Hypothalamus. This part of your brain controls your appetite. When you eat, the glucose levels in your body rise. As these levels go up, the hypothalamus sends off a signal to your cells to stop eating. This is when you start to feel full. Hoodia Gordonii's molecule, P57, tells your brain the same exact thing, even if you haven't eaten a bite. By mimicking the effects of glucose on your brain, the hypothalamus starts to send messages to your cells which in turn, make you feel full

Hoodia is grown in the Kalahari Desert region of South Africa, Hoodia Gordonii is an all natural appetite suppressant, derived from a cactus like plant with prickly spikes. Scientists have been researching the Hoodia plant for almost a decade, and have found it to be completely free of harmful side effects.

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About the author: Paul Callis is extremely knowledgeable in the field of sports and nutrition in the UK

Loving you

Currently listening to KRU - Penjunjung Namaku .. and how I miss them so very much .. Love you mom and dad !!

Setiap titis airmata
Setiap saat nan duka
Mengajar aku erti dunia
Tak ku lupa pengorbanan kehidupan
Memikul beban di bahu nan selalu
Memberikan yang termampu

Ayahku terlalu menyayangi aku
Mendedikasikan hidupnya kepadaku
Dan ibu sentiasa ada bersama
Walau serendah mana aku
Dia tetap menjunjung namaku

Biarku belai tanganmu
Yang telah ditelan usia
Namun penuh berjasa... mulia
Terlalu lama inginku luahkan rasa
Kesyukuranku di hati
Pada dua insan paling ku sayangi

Biar ku hilang segalanya
Harta, benda ataupun nyawa
Asal tak ku hilang kau berdua
Dan aku berdoa
Semoga sejahtera selamanya
Hidup kita sekeluarga
Di dunia dan selepasnya

Langkawi

Never been to Langkawi before, been dreaming of going to this island for ages, particularly for LIMA (Langkawi International Maritime and Aircraft Exhibition; am I right?) and of course Underwater World!! The enthusiam for the avitions and maritime life are in me for 15 years to keep it simple. Remember the day I with my mom went to the airport, first time when I saw aircraf, I was 7 at that time, looking at those beauty "creatures", the feeling cant stop, always be in me, wish I could fly them one time. Enough about pasts, lets talk about future. We will be going to Langkawi late at night today .. cant describe how happy I am .. maybe some of you will say "gi Langkawi pun happy giler" but only me and myself know how I really feel inside .. huhu .. Langkawi .. don't cry .. daddy's coming :D

GenericOnlineStore.com back in business!!

After long time the site did not operate because of the hosting problem and my time constraint, at last, www.GenericOnlineStore.com is back in business!! I've changed the template .. prettier than old one .. hehehe .. now the motto is herbs pills .. the healthy way of life :p .. Hope this site will perform well but I need some time to optimize the keywords and do some marketing to get good traffic for this site .. well .. it feels good to be back in this business b-)

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Postcolonialism

Bercakap tentang bahasa, ruangan rencana Mingguan Malaysia hari ini ada menyentuh tentang bahasa, tetapi secara meluasnya dibicarakan tentang mentaliti kita pada masa ini dimana tajuknya ialah "Mentaliti hamba belum hilang selepas merdeka". Suka untuk mengulas lanjut tentang isi kandungan serta maksud-maksud yang terkandung dalam pojok ini kerana memang kena dengan keadaan kebanyakan kalau tidak semua orang Melayu kalau tidak semua bangsa lain selain dari bangsa penjajah. "Postcolonialism" sudah menguasai kita.

Ruangan pojok ini menyoalkan kenapa kita cepat merendahkan prestasi serta kemampuan orang sendiri. Bila orang kita hendak berniaga, secara sinis ada yang menyindir bahawa bangsa kite memang tidak pandai berniaga. Bila berlakunya kemelut MAS yang kerugiannya beratus- juta ringgit, terdapat pandangan yang menyatakan wajar MAS diuruskan oleh warga asing. Apakah erti semua ini kalau tidak kerana jumudnya pemikiran sesetengah dari golongan ini yang berasa semua orang putih itu pandai-pandai belaka, semuanya pandai berniaga belaka. Tidak adakah perniagaan bangsa ini yg bankrap? Tidak adakah perniagaan bangsa ini yang kerugian beratus-ratus juta ringgit? British Airways, milik negara yg pernah menjajah kita serta bangsa yg kita sering agung-agungkan, pada zaman kemerosotannya dulu, kerugian beratus-ratus juta pound sterling!!

Keadaan memandang bangsa kulit putih ini sebagai bangsa yang pintar, bijak dan hanya layak
menjadi tuan kita sehaja bukan sehaja dikongsi oleh bangsa kita. Seorang penulis yg berasal
dari Trinidad, Sam Selvon menceritakan betapa semasa dia kanak-kanak dia mengenali seorang
nelayan peribumi bernama Sammy yang separuh lumpuh dan sering diejek kanak-kanak. Pada suatu hari nelayan ini membawa pembantu kulit putih, pelarian penjara mengiringinya. Selvon
masih ingat lagi akan kemarahannya kerana Sammy mengambil orang kulit putih untuk menjadi pembantunya. Padanya, perbuatan Sammy itu tidak wajar kerana yang wajar menjadi tuan ialah orang kulit putih itu, bukan Sammy! Ini berlaku kerana semasa kecil lagi dia diajar
memandang rendah kepada sesiapa sahaja yang bukan berkulit putih. Segala-galanya menjadi
ajaran di waktu pemerintahan empayar British dan Perancis di zaman lampau. Kaum penjajah
dianggap bertamadun, rasional dan pandai manakala orang kulit warna dicap sebaliknya. Di
Asia, umpamanya, bangsa Asia dipandang sinis dan negatif oleh pihak Barat pada masa lampau
demi memperkukuhkan kelebihan dan kedudukan diri mereka. Pandangan para orientalis disebarkan dan persepsi mereka menjadi realiti kepada dunia Barat, dan juga menjadi satu kenyataan bagi dunia Asia.

"Beginning Postcolonialism" mencatatkan beberapa pandangan rendah tersebut, antaranya:
Orang Arab ganas, orang India dan Melayu pemalas, orang Cina sukar ditafsir pendirian meraka. Orang Asia juga pengecut, lekas berubah sikap, ganas dan kuat nafsu.

Walaupun ramai yang menyedari akan wujudnya postcolonialism ini, namun ramai yg di antara kita yg begitu cepat menolak kemampuan negara dan warga senegara. Seperti sikap Selvon di zaman kanak-kanak: Orang putih pandai dan si kulit warna hamba belaka kedudukan meraka.

Mentaliti hamba belum hilang walaupun bendera merdeka telah berkibar sekian lama. Ada yang minda mereka tidak berubah, dan bahasa ibunda pun dipandang rendah.

Tahun Baru & Angan-angan

Salah satu azam thn baru ialah nk memartabatkan bahasa Melayu, jd blog ni pun kne tulis dlm bahasa Melayu gak la .. huhu

Malam ni, mlm yg tak tau nk wat ape..lps balik dr lib, ngadap laptop, surf ape yg patut, chat dgn yg sudi .. menghantar Irna Izura ke Chilis Midvalley dgn emotion y!m je yg abjadnye ":-h". Pastu dah tak tau nk wat ape .. berchat dgn yg sudi .. menunaikan kewajiban sbg seorang Islam .. membaca e-suratkhabar, melawati forum nogold dan satu lagi forum hyip yg menjadi harapan utk dijadikan medan pelaburan .. harap2 camtu .. dgn hari pelarian setahun lebih .. dan interest yg lagi menarik dgn 12dailypro, menggongcang jiwa tul .. tp analisis yg terperinci lagi berhemah diperlukan .. lps buat benda2 yg patut .. dah tak tau nk wat ape lagi .. baring atas katil .. bace buku Rahsia Jutawan-Jutawan Internet Terbongkar oleh Irfan Khairi sampai tertdo .. bgn2 je dah kul 10 dgn perut yg amat lapa .. huhuh ..

Bercerita ttg buku Rahsia Internet oleh Irfan Khairi ni, suka utk aku buat sedikit ulasan, tgh bosan ni ape salahnye komen-mengomen .. huhu .. secara dasarnye, buku ni amat berguna utk org yg baru nk berjinak-jinak dlm dunia perniagaan dunia tanpa sempadan ni .. benda yg die tulis dlm tu rasanya semuanya benda asas .. bende yg byk terdapat dlm e-buku .. tetapi ok la sb die dlm BM .. dan sb die sdiri buat .. he walks the talk .. terckp omputih lak .. akakakak